A short rant :(

[Xerxes]

I hate you. I hate you so much. But I don't really... I love you. But I hate my life because of what you did to me. I loved you for years. But I was too scared to tell you. And when I did last year, you said you loved me too. You lied to me. You have been nothing but a bitch to me... you ignored me and blamed me for your stupid problems, but I was, and still am, crazy in love with you. You were the only person who understood the shit I was going though, and I thought I understood you too. I can never get you out of my head. But then you ignored me for almost a year. I tried to text you and call you and i even thought about going to your house... You went through a bunch of boyfriends who were complete bitches, and you probably never gave me a second thought. I HATE YOU SO MUCH. I hate how I'm lying to my girlfriend, telling her i love her, even though i always wish i was with you. You are the only thing that runs through my mind all day. I know we would be great together, but you don't love me and never did. You made me so depressed i cut myself. You send me to the verge of suicide, but you still didn't show me the love you said you had for me.

It's been almost a year since we fell in love. I want to ask you why. Why don't you love me? Why are you ignoring me? UGHHHHH. :(

[Stay]

Do you want someone to talk to? Or just for us to listen?
I'm here if you need someone, man.

[Xerxes]

I would like people to talk to please...

[Stay]

I would like people to talk to please...
What exactly happened? If you don't mind me asking.

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

I'm here too if you need me.

[Xerxes]

Well, I've known this girl forever. We met in first grade I think. Then in 4th grade I developed a crush on her. I liked her through 4th and 5th grade but I never told her. Then I changed schools, so I didnt see her anymore. But I still liked her. And then we jump to valentines day last year. We started talking again and I confessed to her that I liked her back in 4th and 5th grade. She told me that she liked me too, we were both too scared to say anything. Then we started to talk all the time. And I fell in love with her. I told her that I loved her, and she said she loved me too. So, I was feeling pretty happy. But she had a boyfriend at the time. She even told me that she liked me more than she liked him, but she didn't break up with him. She then started ignoring me, and to this day, she hasnt talked to me since then. I'm heartbroken. And there's a possibility that I will see her soon in person and I'm legit terrified. Thank you to anyone who read this whole thing.

[DismaliciouSx]

hey man i know this is a bad line to start with but i know exactly how you feel. and if you need to talk just send me a message or something k?

[Xerxes]

Yea... Thanks