she wont leave me alone

[Barelythere]

ok so i no i said i would go to the doctors, but i havent and its getting worse,

theres this woman, shes always there, in my head getting into all my thoughts, poisening my mind

its affecting my relationship with my boy friend, im getting angry at him about what she says, she constantly tells me that he doesnt love me, why would he, your worthless,

oh look at that top on you, how fat do you look, packing on the pounds, you ugly bitch,

he is goin to leave you, he doesnt care no one does, you so pathetic, its funny i cant believe you thought someone would care about you, and your 'problems' WELL GROW UP YOU SPOILT SELFISH COW,

thats pretty normal, she gets worse screaming at me, shaking me making me listen to her, i cant take it, shes driving me crazy, im getting so paranoid and i dont want to be left alone ever, its not good right.

ugh what should i do, i dont feel i can go to the doctors any more, would talking to her make her leave?

thank you
xoxox

[TheWizard]

Actually, if you know the lady's not real then you are most likely not schizo. Schizo's can't tell the deffence between reality and imagination. So you might be bi-polar instead which is very good news for you.

You still need to see a mental doctor to get the right kind of treatment.

Hang in there Harrie. Take one day at a time.

[Sapphire]

Yea, I've been looking bipolar up and delusions can be symptoms of the disorder.

If you want to talk with someone other than a doctor about things (counsellor) then I have the details of free counselling in the town centre. They are all very friendly there, I recommend it.

[BigDongWong]

I have a mans voice which sounds alot like what your describing. Hes always calling me an idiot, a faggot, a lunatic, and a lion(dont quite understand that one). In the last week the voice has gotten fond of saying "I hate you" and keeps telling me im going to die or im dead or else threatens to kill me.

Last night after about 3 months of not taking drugs I smoked a joint and since my tolerance was so low I was stoned out of my mind so I lay down. The voice came on full force but I was able to interact with it. It seemed to be trying to scare me more than anything it said at one point "Im lucifer incarnated" and that got my heart racing like mad. It also said things like "We're haunting you" and at one point it shouted "We're taking you over!". I responded "I run the show here" and the voice started laughing. Also whenever Id crack a joke the voice laughed at them. At least this voice has a sense of humour.