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embers
January 7th, 2011, 03:24 PM
-i think this is better off snipped. thank you to whoever posted, but i do not want anybody to ever see it.-
PJay
January 7th, 2011, 03:53 PM
Who you fancy is who you fancy. I don't think you can program that. I expect you'll change as you get older or eg my mum wouldn't still fancy my dad apparently (ew).
Of course you like looking at pics of boys around our age, so do I, and technically even if they are the same age it can still be illegal which is just fucking stupid.

I dont think I'll ever stop looking at boys our age thinking they're cute but I dont think thats the same as wanting to abuse someone, is it?
embers
January 7th, 2011, 04:12 PM
Of course you like looking at pics of boys around our age,

I'm straight. Just saying.

I dont think I'll ever stop looking at boys our age thinking they're cute but I dont think thats the same as wanting to abuse someone, is it?

It's not.
PJay
January 7th, 2011, 07:13 PM
Ok so what I was getting it was unless you seriously think you have issues controlling yourself when you see a pretty girl, I don't think its wrong to admire beauty of any age. Plenty of painting an statues for just that reason.

(Soz - dont know why I just assumed pedohpile = boys, which is ridiculous I know. I'd worked out you weren't actually a trout in a hat though hehe)
embers
January 7th, 2011, 07:24 PM
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Perseus
January 7th, 2011, 09:30 PM
I actually have been(am in) in a similar situation to you. My best friend told me something that could be true - Your mind is just confused to as what you want. Once you have sex, your whatever will be made up. I don't know if he'd like for me to say this on forum, but he told me something I never knew about him. He's nineteen and has had sex multiple times, and before he lost his virginity to a girl, he could only masturbate to hung men.

So, don't worry. I try not to. Worrying just makes things worse. It really does. The more you think about it, the angrier you get. I started the same thing that you are going through at fourteen, too. So I know what you're going through. I really do. Just take my advice. It'll slowly go away if you control yourself. Keep your mind on different things.