All that goes through my head..

[Bath]

strong/empty/strong/empty/strong.

everytime I pick up a piece of food, "really? you're going to eat that and corrupt your insides?"

I feel like I'll never be satisfied until I reach zero pounds. On and off actually since around 8th grade. I know I'm skinny, I don't really have a distorted perception, but I keep wanting to weigh less and be hungry because I feel like a function better that way.

I know I shouldn't think this way but I do and I can't help it.

edit: I do eat but very little. Usually just to have enough energy... toast, grapes, almonds... not enough to be healthy though. I just need to change my way of thinking. :/

[Alaph]

That's exactly what you need to do, change your way of thinking.
Keep trying, you can do it.

[Kitty]

you need to think about it. :(

Pros: you loose weight
you feel like your in control.

Cons: you gain back it straight away AND MORE.
You can't date because guys think your too skinny.
You loose friends because you don't listen to them.
Your family hates you because you don't eat.
Your education goes down the drain.
You look better than a stick.
Theres more to life than weight.
<3 <3 <3