Bloody Knukles insted?

[mojane_jesus_gcfreak]

I tried cutting but I'm a christian and i thought maybe i wouldn't.But anyway my friend skylor( ex- boyfriend) asked if i wanted to play bloody knukles.I figured since i wasn't gonna cut i could subsitute it with bloody knukles.Since then it's been two weeks and i've been doing it every day with some one.It gets my mind of all the shit.My hand is a mess.I hurts like a bitch and my mom is asking about it but i can't stop it feels so good some times and others it hurts real bad.I want to stop but i can't what should i do?It's not like i'm technically doing it to my self.HELP?!

[Whisper]

It sounds like you've got allot of rage and anger in you over what happened

[Bobby]

Out of curiosity..why do you feel the need to cut? How did this anger come apon you?

[mojane_jesus_gcfreak]

Well, my boyfriend who i REALLY REALLY love broke up with me two months ago.He acts like he never even liked me.It hurts so bad.And to add to it he's going out with my "best Friend".Everytime i see them it hurts even more.I'd do anything to get him back.I'm just in so much pain from all this.Thats why i wanted to cut.Besides that my dad and mom have been being bitches so that don't help.And i have no on to talk to and tell me it'll be alright.

[schrei jess]

Just curious, what does cutting have to do with being a christian? Does the bible say it's evil or something?

[mojane_jesus_gcfreak]

no not that its evil.Just that you body is your temple or some shit and you shouldnt self harm yourself.like if you kill yourself your gonna go to hell.

[schrei jess]

Wow. Im christian, but, damn. The bible is cruel. If God loves us, why couldnt he understand the pain and suffering that drives one to cutting or suicide? He knows everything right, he sees everything right? Well if all of that is true, then coudlnt he know and see what's going on with us, why isnt he helping? Ive dealt with this shit for three years, I dont see him trying to change things. Maybe Ive been mislead all this time.

[Xx.Rose.xX]

i used to play that we used to shoot 2p's at each others knuckles and i admit it feels like ecstacy, i love it. i also cut aswell because you dont get the same feeling from it that you do from cutting.

I've been doing it for almost 5 years now and i'm 15. sometimes it scares me when i go too deep. but at the same time its amazing.

Rose
xxxx

[Sapphire]

God supposedly only gives us things we can cope with. He is that loving that he "makes sure" we never have more than we can cope with. Or at least that's what Christians say. I personally think its bollocks. If there is a God up there then he trusts me too much! lol

Anyway, what do you get from bloody knuckles?

[Glasgow]

The bible and the whole christian religion is rubbish, life is about freedom, and you should be able to live your life however you want, with the exception of Government and laws.

[Φρανκομβριτ]

the best thing to do is get it out. Why do you feel the need to do it? What do you like about it? It's strange because some people cut because they like to be in control. Try figuring it out what makes you so mad, and then target that.

[mojane_jesus_gcfreak]

God NEVER said ANYTHING about being a christian would be easy.He puts you through great triles and tough shit so we can prove our faith.After all it says in the bible that faith without action is dead.If you have faith that jesus is real and that god is real then you should show it.Act on it.now dont brag on it.Like go out and help with a homeless shelter then go out and brag about it.Being a christian in this modern world is very hard.There are so many evil things that people can get into that takes them away from god.He never said anything about giving us things we could cope with,where did you get that at BornAgain.He gives us things he knows we can get through,if and only if we ask him for help in prayer.God is always with us, but if we want his help we need to ask.If you're at school and you really don't think you can do something than say a silent prayer of help in your head, and mean it and he'll be there,whether you can see him or not.

[Sapphire]

God NEVER said ANYTHING about being a christian would be easy.He puts you through great triles and tough shit so we can prove our faith.After all it says in the bible that faith without action is dead.If you have faith that jesus is real and that god is real then you should show it.Act on it.now dont brag on it.Like go out and help with a homeless shelter then go out and brag about it.Being a christian in this modern world is very hard.There are so many evil things that people can get into that takes them away from god.He never said anything about giving us things we could cope with,where did you get that at BornAgain.He gives us things he knows we can get through,if and only if we ask him for help in prayer.God is always with us, but if we want his help we need to ask.If you're at school and you really don't think you can do something than say a silent prayer of help in your head, and mean it and he'll be there,whether you can see him or not.

I have spoken with a fair few Christians about God. I have sat there and said "I don't believe there is a God because he is supposed to love everyone of us. If he really did love everyone of us then how can such terrible things happen to children! How can a loving God allow a child to be abused!" The response I have had has been "God only gives us what we can cope with" and things along this line of reasoning. It is not a theory I have conjured up on my own.
Personally I think you are talking out of your arse. And by the sounds of it you think the same about me. That's cool. Just agree to differ.

[mojane_jesus_gcfreak]

The reason little children get abused is because of the devil, not god.God has no control of what the devil does. And Besides what have you got to lose believing in jesus? If i'm wrong if there is no god then i have lost nothing.I lived a great life that was awesome and care free.But if i'm right, and there is a god then i gain everything.I get to live for eternity in heaven where there is no pain and no suffering. In other words, I have nothing to lose, But everything to gain.Listen i'm not trying to make you mad or frustraited.I just want everyone to experience all the things that i know are an act of god.Cause no one can explain it. It's a MIRACLE to trust in jesus. It's a miracle to see the things he does, i just want everyone to feel that awesome feeling.Yeah i've been going through hell, but I have to walk through the vally of the shadow of death to stand opon the moutain of god.In other words you gotta walk through hell to get to heaven.

[Sapphire]

But, if one believes then they have their faith to lose. No one has nothing to lose as we all have something. Be it life, faith, family, friends, money.

[mojane_jesus_gcfreak]

But if we we just die and thats it then you won't know if you lost you're faith or not!Listen I don't wanna sit here and argue with you for days and days.I respect your opinion and wish that you could believe in what i've seen and what i know,but i can't force it down your throat. If you ever want to learn more about it though and you choose to be a christian, PM me and we'll talk about it.Oh it's really cool that you live in England! I have a really good english accent. Me and my friends really would like to come there sometime.The U.S.A really isn't all that great sometimes.

[Sapphire]

I accept that your views are different. For me they are too far from my current beliefs for me to be converted though. Just out of curiosity what denomination are you?

Lol. Thats the first time I ever heard an American say "Its not that great here" I visited the US last year and wasnt overly impressed. Loved the sun, but everything was too big for me. I prefer it here. I like the changeable weather, the landscape, the fact that driving from one town/city to the next is less than 6 hours. The politics of both countries gets irritating tho.

Anyway, on topic now. Self harm is never a good idea. If you want to chat I am here.

[Bobby]

Yes..self harm isn't good for you..it might feel good, but it's hurting you. I know plenty of people who play bloody knuckles just to have fun.

And yes...let's stay on topic :)

[mojane_jesus_gcfreak]

Well, I haven't done it in two days so it's getting better.I really want to but i'm resisting temptations. I'll Keep trying not to! It's not like i don't know it's not good for me it just makes me feel so good sometimes with all the shit going on.

[Bobby]

Find other ways to agresivly let out anger... try kick-boxing, or some form a martial arts.