Depressed

[BeN..]

I feel as if I can't function at all anymore, my grades, my social life, and my world seems to be falling apart.. I can't eat, I think about dieing all the time I've even began hurting myself.. I really don't know where to turn, or even what to do anymore. What should I do..? I've been depressed for for about 4 years but it's never been this bad..

[Fiction]

You should try and change the way you look at life. Is there a way that you can get help? Can you see a doctor about this because that might help.
Hurting yourself will only make things worse so you should try and stop.

[BeN..]

i cant change my mind at all
hurting just helps
i dont know who to turn to either
(sorry if that wasnt in order)

[Bath]

You and me have the same mind, then. My grades are almost bad enough for me to repeat a year, and my social life has gone down the toilet, and I don't know if it's because my friends changed or if I did.

Thinking about dying and hurting yourself, you should get some help. I'm the same way. See if you can see a therapist/psychologist, or a different one if the one you currently have doesn't seem to understand. & I'm always here to talk or even better, to listen.

Maybe change medication if it isn't working? Or if you're not taking meds, look into it.
You can pull yourself out of this, I know you can. You have the potential, everyone does. Just take it one day at a time.

[BeN..]

i want to see a doctor
but i cant muster upt the streath to ask my dad

[Fiction]

I understand how you feel, it's the same for me. is there any way you could get help without your dad's permission?
If not maybe you could tell him via text or email, it may be easier than asking him face to face. Or you could tell someone else and get them to tell him.

[BeN..]

I could try that :/ it's just difficult

[Fiction]

I totally understand that. If you ever want to talk, feel free to contact me :)

[BeN..]

Thanks :]