constantly feeling fat

[Tristin.]

ok, this is going to sound weird but still.

I know iam skinny, im a 30" waist (need belt but not quite 29") i can see my hips and ribs well, yet i constantly feel fat and that i want to be thinner, being a 30" waist is not good enough, i want to be a 29" or 28". I try to eat as little as possible, yet i love chocolate etc.

I dont wear jackets, because they make me feel fat.
One of the main reasons i feel this is my chest, i do not have moobs or anything like that, but my chest bone dips so it looks like i do, whenever i see this i imediatly get down and feel fat. i weigh myself every 2nd day and i get angry if i weigh more.

could this be the signs of a disorder?

[Fiction]

Yeah it sounds like it could be. If you feel fat, yet know you're not and you eat as little as possible then it does sound like an eating disorder.
Also the obsession with your weight and when you weigh yourself is pretty indicative of a disorder.

[Tristin.]

thanks kathy. i guess im in denial a little, saying to myself, "i cant have an eating disorder". i just dont know what to do about it :(

[Fiction]

I was the same and I still do sometimes think to myself that I can't have one, so I understand.
The best thing you can do to help is to try and take away any habits or obsessions you have to do with weight and eating. Try to stop weighing yourself and if you count calories try to stop doing this.
I've seen in your other posts that you see a councillor? Could you possibly mention it to them?

[Tristin.]

the counselor ended badly, i dont go anymore, parents didnt want to pay. they said fin and i could do what weve done for years, talk to each other "its worked for the 14 years so far, why not the 15th"

[Fiction]

Then maybe you can talk to your brother about it?

[Tristin.]

thanks kathy. i might go through the school this time, see what they can do :)
x

[Fiction]

No problem and that sounds like a good idea :) Feel free to PM me if you ever need anymore help.

[MoveAlong]

Just sayin', the right jacket will make you look super cute, not fat. If it makes you look fat, IT'S THE WRONG JACKET! :P

I agree with Fiction.

[Sebastian Michaelis]

yeah but if you work out and get toned muscles then you wont care because it will be muscular fat

[Fiction]

yeah but if you work out and get toned muscles then you wont care because it will be muscular fat

With Eating disorders, people are often bothered by any type of wait or fat, muscular or not.

[Charleigh]

Tristin your not fat lol, im bigger than you so I must be fuckin obese lol! ...
Cuz your amazing, just the way you are, yeah yeah! <--- whatta tune ^^