I don't know if I can handle any of this...

[MidnightRain]

I don't think I want to be here anymore. But, I don't want to die. I just want to sleep for two years straight to give me a break. I feel like I'm no use and I just want to cry and scream until my lungs give out. I want to hurt myself, last time was the 23rd of December. And even when I managed to stop that it didn't go without other ways of hurting myself. Starving. Over exercising.

I want to cry until I'm empty of any liqiud up for the offer of tears. I want to cry until my organs and bones fall out too. I want to cry until there is nothing left inside. But I can't. I'm so emotionally flat and I can't get out. I can't reach out to anyone.

I feel so alone.

[Fiction]

Alone is a feeling that everyone feels at some point in your life.
As you said, you don't want to die, you just don't want to live in your current situation. Your situation will always change at some point. your life will change and your emotions will with it. You just have to wait until then.
Hurting yourself or starving yourself will not help as i'm sure you know. It will only make things worse.
There are lots of people on this site that you can reach out too. Me included. If you want to contact me to talk about anything you can, either by PM or VM, or my email address is in my sig.

[tisdave]

As the poster above said, being lonely is a feeling everyone gets at some point in their life. It's not all bad though, especially if you look on the brighter side.

If you think about it, there will be plenty of people in exactly the same situation (or worse) than yours out there, and some of them may not even have friends to rely on - which im guessing you do.

Heck, I feel alone all the time, despite having hundreds of friends and people I talk to around me, i guess im just kind of used to it? What you need to do is put a smile on your face, so people can see that really you're an amazing person, with a personality that they would love to have. By doing that, I can almost guarantee that a friend you will never want to lose will head your way, sooner than you could imagine.

I really hope you feel better shortly,
Dave

[MidnightRain]

Wow. So I completely forgot I have this account and when I remember I come back to see such lovely replies. You will probably never read this as it was months ago it was posted, but I need to say thank you anyway. So, thank you guys. I really appriciate it. I don't want to babble on for forever, so that's it.

[AustinC149]

Whats wrong?

[LittlePaperStars]

You're not alone; I've felt like this for far too long as well.
I'm sorry that you feel this way, but I'm going to tell you: This lonely feeling doesn't last forever. It's not a phase, this is what most people don't get.
I know that there's a way out for you, there has to be :)
Please don't give up, you're an amazing girl and one day, you're going to open your eyes and see how true it is.
xxx

[Fear]

I don't think I want to be here anymore. But, I don't want to die. I just want to sleep for two years straight to give me a break. I feel like I'm no use and I just want to cry and scream until my lungs give out. I want to hurt myself, last time was the 23rd of December. And even when I managed to stop that it didn't go without other ways of hurting myself. Starving. Over exercising.

I want to cry until I'm empty of any liqiud up for the offer of tears. I want to cry until my organs and bones fall out too. I want to cry until there is nothing left inside. But I can't. I'm so emotionally flat and I can't get out. I can't reach out to anyone.

I feel so alone.

You understand how I feel. Wecome to my world...

[Solvez18]

cmon mate just remember theres other people feeling the same way. stay strong!