I'm sorry

[MadManWithaBox]

I'm sorry. I just can't do it. I'm not strong enough. He always comes back. These Meds don't work. He always wins. Thank you to anyone who tried to help me. I appreciate it.

[Magenta]

Don't give up. You are strong enough. I've seen you give wonderful advice to others. If you don't give up on them, you can't give up on yourself. I believe in you. <3

[Love.Hate]

Dont let him win Matt!
You are such a strong person. You can fight him.
dont give in xx

[MadManWithaBox]

I'm already gone.

[Bath]

Not sure what's going on here, or who "he" is, but I agree with the other posts. I've seen you give really good advice and I know that you are strong enough to keep going through whatever you're going through, no matter how much like hell it seems.

Not sure if that makes you feel better, I know words might not mean much, but I tried because I care. Keep going. I believe in you.

[Fiction]

Matthew, we;ve spoken a hell of a lot since the last time he came back. You know how it was last time, it didn't end up well did it. You know it didn't.
You where doing so well, you really are. Is there any way you can get other meds to try?

[MadManWithaBox]

He made me flush them down the toilet, which is better, he said so.

[Fiction]

Since when does he ever know best? Remember what happened last time. Trust me Matthew, you need to go and get help and try some new meds.

[MadManWithaBox]

No cos he's back. And he's forgiving me, 112 cuts only, only 29 really deep, he's being nice.

[1_21Guns]

Mat we've been through this, we beat him, we made him go away and you can do it again.
You realised so much in the past and you just need to see it once again.
He has no control over you none at all, and you don't have to bow down to his orders.
Come on Matt, you don't need him. Make him go away. Only you know what's best for you.

[MadManWithaBox]

I need to stop this bleeding but he won't let me shit

[1_21Guns]

Do it anyway. He hasn't got control over you Matt, you can overrule him.

[MadManWithaBox]

He'll punish me I can't think he's making me hurt he's angry I disobeyed him

[1_21Guns]

Remember what we talked about ages ago? When you realised the truth? Nothings changed Matt.. he can't make you do anything

[MadManWithaBox]

But he's still hurting so bad it's making me sick and the pills are gone