Offeraintvalid
January 2nd, 2011, 06:30 PM
I think i have schizophrenia.
this is what im going through at the moment
Social withdrawal
Depersonalization (intense anxiety and a feeling of being unreal)
Loss of appetite
Delusions
The sense of being controlled by outside forces
Trouble telling dreams from reality
Confused thinking
Vivid and bizarre thoughts and ideas
Extreme moodiness
Odd behavior - Ideas that people are "out to get them"
Behaving like a younger child
Severe anxiety and fearfulness
Severe problems in making and keeping friends
It started last year when i got bullied by so called friends. i would alway's be mocked or be called names.they would break my locker and steal book's out then during class i would get in trouble and the teacher would go out and find them in my locker when they wernt there before class trying to make me delusional
One teacher would intimidate me and tell me i had special needs and fail me in her class. Even though i got a B in that subject in honors in the Government test's.
it really got me down i was suicidal i was like bipolar and anytime i went outside my house i would get mocked or somthing thrown at me
Since then ive changed school's and am finding it really hard to make friends and keep them. i dont really know how to interact socially and my parents are giving out to me over it that im acting childish and how i dont leave the house.
how am i supposed to get over it and how do i get better?
this is what im going through at the moment
Social withdrawal
Depersonalization (intense anxiety and a feeling of being unreal)
Loss of appetite
Delusions
The sense of being controlled by outside forces
Trouble telling dreams from reality
Confused thinking
Vivid and bizarre thoughts and ideas
Extreme moodiness
Odd behavior - Ideas that people are "out to get them"
Behaving like a younger child
Severe anxiety and fearfulness
Severe problems in making and keeping friends
It started last year when i got bullied by so called friends. i would alway's be mocked or be called names.they would break my locker and steal book's out then during class i would get in trouble and the teacher would go out and find them in my locker when they wernt there before class trying to make me delusional
One teacher would intimidate me and tell me i had special needs and fail me in her class. Even though i got a B in that subject in honors in the Government test's.
it really got me down i was suicidal i was like bipolar and anytime i went outside my house i would get mocked or somthing thrown at me
Since then ive changed school's and am finding it really hard to make friends and keep them. i dont really know how to interact socially and my parents are giving out to me over it that im acting childish and how i dont leave the house.
how am i supposed to get over it and how do i get better?