I have a problem

[lipstick_kisses23]

i think i'd have a huge eating disorder if my parents weren't around so much. I'm glad they keep me healthy but sometimes i just look at myself and see lots of things i don't like. I've thrown up numerous amounts of times but then i start to feel faint so i eat something again. I'm not really sure what i should do and how i should fix the way i see myself

[Fiction]

I'm exactly the same.
Maybe you should try and see a health professional?

[lipstick_kisses23]

Like someone who will give me a diet plan? That sounds like a good idea

[Fiction]

They will be able to help you to change the way you see yourself, and make you see yourself more positivly.

[lipstick_kisses23]

that sounds good too, do I have to go to the hospital to talk to these people? I really don't want my parents to know anything. they aren't understanding at all

[Fiction]

Since you're 18 I think you'd be allowed to get help without there consent or them having any knowledge of it. If the eating disorder is serious enough, you may be hospitalised but it would have to be very serious, you would have to talk to doctors about it though.

[smitty35]

One of my friends had the same thing, and she turned to a friend, and that friend helped her quit. And the person you turn to has to be someone you trust.