Sergeant Matt's Lonely Hearts Club Band

[The Joker]

You know, I fucking isolate myself from everyone else and end up alone. People like me, but they wouldn't ever be the type to offer a place to stay if shit isn't going right at home. I still feel alone, even if I'm in a room full of people, because I can't trust anyone...no one to love me, help me, anything. I fucking hate any day attached to a celebration, because I hate it when it ends. I get this huge fucking wave of depression that attacks me, reminding me that I can't ever be alone with myself, with my thoughts. I ALWAYS have to be around others to be happy.

I don't like how my father doesn't seem to like me as is. Y'know, it'd be nice to get a little love some time, from someone? Any fucking person, man. Just give me a hug, or something. I hate being alone.

[Ender]

:hug: I'm always here Matt.

[Magus]

I don't like how my father doesn't seem to like me as is. Y'know, it'd be nice to get a little love some time, from someone? Any fucking person, man. Just give me a hug, or something. I hate being alone.I like being alone most of the time - since I am anti-social and an introvert. But sometimes, it is just too sickening, as if I have drank 6 cups of coffee in the same hour. At first you will feel good, at the later end you will feel disturbed. Can't even curl up in the bed, can't even raise my head up. I get out, and there is no one there - this place is so deserted. Isolation is in itself a dilemma.

You sometime wait, and wait to find someone who will at least take care of you, think of you. You look around and find no one. No one. Only you, and your mirror to look at your ugly mug. Sometimes, people do call me crazy and complicated. Tsk. Can't help it, unfortunately.