View Full Version : Death is the new living
Kaius
December 29th, 2010, 04:13 PM
The last part of my fully functioning mentality has just pushed itself off a large cliff. I don't want to live whatever waste of time my life is any more. I don't want to be here any more. Its just sitting there laughing at me.. it would be so easy to do.. just crush a few tablets.. a cup of watered down sugar. No mess or pain, just a huge sigh of relief and all the pain and worry I've ever withstood would disappear. I don't want to help myself any more..
nick
December 29th, 2010, 04:23 PM
Aaron, nothing I can say will help you too much right now, but believe me you are widely loved. This has been a horrible few days for you, I know how much you will be hurting, but dont pass your hurt on to other people. Think about Carrie and Dane. They will already be hurting too, dont add to their pain and screw them up in this way. Just dont give up, please, please. Dont give up.
Fiction
December 29th, 2010, 04:58 PM
You are such a valued member of this site. There are so many people who would miss you. It wouldn't be that easy. It wouldn't be painless. I know nothing I can really say will help you but i'm always here if you ever want to talk :)
Ender
December 29th, 2010, 05:05 PM
Aaron, brother, i know you're in a rough spot. Just dont give up. We're all here for you, just talk it out with whomever you're most comfortable, keep moving, and you'll pull through.
I know we dont know eachother well, but im all ears if you want to talk. You have my msn.
spfreak
December 29th, 2010, 06:02 PM
Don't give up, man. You're young and still have your entire life ahead of you. keep strong and know that you have many people here who are willing to listen to you and help you.
SilenceForSilence
December 30th, 2010, 03:16 AM
Hey before you do anything think about anything you've ever had an interest in. Especially a person, or group of people. This site here for example is a great place to think about. I think people need your input and experiences. People need you.
georgiamay
December 30th, 2010, 04:45 AM
Aaron, you're such a big part of this site, everyone here loves you, and would definately miss you. And I'm sure a lot of other people in your life would as well, because you're so nice and helpful, it's hard to imagine you not being loved. I can assure you that taking those pills will not be painless. It would actually be a very painful way to do it.
It really won't be worth it in the end.
You're strong enough to get through this Aaron, I know you are. I'm always here if you need to talk, I'm always here because I have no life. :hug:
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