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December 29th, 2010, 02:21 PM
I'm not sure if I should be posting this here, but whatever.
Okay, so about a year back I was diagnosed with depression. I honestly think that maybe it was stress but who knows? Anyways, I was put on Prozac for a while and was on 30mg daily. I felt numb and just awful all the time so in May I said, "Fuck this, it's not helping." So they took me off really early and now I'm experiencing a relapse and a new unexplained case of paranoia.
I get this weird feeling, it's as if everyone's constantly watching me and they can tap into my thoughts and dreams and actions. It's just so weird.
I had experienced a lack of guilt when I was younger, I don't know if I'm growing into it now or something, but it's safe to say I don't have really anything to be guilty for except the occasional stealing from like a store or something for a little bit of a rush. (Just can't help myself.)
I've also never done any drugs. So I can say that it's not from that.
So I was wondering if anyone else experienced something similar...or maybe it's another disorder (which is highly unlikely) ?
Thanks.
Okay, so about a year back I was diagnosed with depression. I honestly think that maybe it was stress but who knows? Anyways, I was put on Prozac for a while and was on 30mg daily. I felt numb and just awful all the time so in May I said, "Fuck this, it's not helping." So they took me off really early and now I'm experiencing a relapse and a new unexplained case of paranoia.
I get this weird feeling, it's as if everyone's constantly watching me and they can tap into my thoughts and dreams and actions. It's just so weird.
I had experienced a lack of guilt when I was younger, I don't know if I'm growing into it now or something, but it's safe to say I don't have really anything to be guilty for except the occasional stealing from like a store or something for a little bit of a rush. (Just can't help myself.)
I've also never done any drugs. So I can say that it's not from that.
So I was wondering if anyone else experienced something similar...or maybe it's another disorder (which is highly unlikely) ?
Thanks.