superdudefreakingout
December 28th, 2010, 12:35 AM
UGH!! i think i might have just ruined my life.....5 days after my b-day in November i ran away from home with 1 thats right only 1 of my gf`s...btw i have 7 if u need me 2 name them all off....i ran off with her and we had sex only god knows where....and then we got stopped by the police while we kept walking trying 2 run away....so that happened....then when i got back home after spending a wonderful night in juvi. i was welcomed home by my mother screaming at me at the top of her lungs....so that happened..then i started drinking..and getting drugs from kids at school...then finally i started leeping with another 1 of my gfs..i think im in love with all of them but idk what to think..there all cutters so if i leave any of them they would probably kill themselves .... im a cutter myself.....my mom now hates me not becauz of everything thats going on only becauz i listen to music she doesnt apporve of >.< WTF MOM!?!?! its just insane clown posse that stuff isnt as bad as some other bands..... my other gf now wants me 2 run away with her but idk if i really want to but i think i will....my life is going down hill....what happened to that poor army loving good little kid that i used to be and what am i supposed to do about all of this!?!?! some1 tell me what i should do!! :eek: