uh-oh....help!

[anamcara]

hey, for some reason, i feel like cutting.....and im trying really REALLY hard not to walk in my room and get out my collection of sharp things...my arsenal lol....ugh why do i never take my own advice....right now i should be telling myself to come up with a distraction....this is my distraction....someone please help me?? xx

[LittleEpidemic]

im on the same boat sept im in my room WITH my sharp things sooo uhhh HEY WHATS UP :)

[anamcara]

lol, im next door atm, but idk all of a sudden i was just like "i need to cut now" its really weird, but happens to me now and again so why im surprised i dont know but thats just me i guess lol

so how have you come to be in the same boat then?? (if you dont mind me asking??)

xx

[Weeping]

Awws :c

You know I'm here if you want/need to talk! Just send me a little pm. (:

:hug:

[anamcara]

thanks, and ditto :) xx

[Costanza]

thats where i am right now except i have my sharp things out

[anamcara]

i might lock myself in this room so im not tempted to go get my sharp things.......DAMN the locks on the outside......random i know, im trying the distractions lol they aren't working very well :) xx

[pnckswthsrp]

I'm not really sure how I could help, but good luck. (:
Just wanted to say I'm in the same boat. But about to fall off the boat & just go get them. Staying on here is distracting me, though. :P

[LittleEpidemic]

ive just got this horrible numb feeling that only goes away when i cut...

[Costanza]

im trying to think of something to say to start a conversation because i really need a distraction too

[anamcara]

conversation, good idea....i think just posting on here helps...for the meantime anyway....so....hows everyones day been ?? :) x

[Costanza]

in an attempt to stay distracted i learned how to play a new song on the piano. i had fun learning the song but i wasnt totally distracted.

[anamcara]

its good that you tried though....and well done for learning a new song....so you can play the piano....have you been playing long?? xx

[Costanza]

ive been playing for about 5 1/2 years. it will be six years in may

[pnckswthsrp]

Wow, that's a long time. o: You must be really good at it.

[LittleEpidemic]

i can play keyboard a tiny bit x)

[Costanza]

sooooooooooooooooooooooo

[anamcara]

bad news....i failed...5 times on my ankle
i cant stop shaking....
someone sent me and email saying about my mums death and how my dad owes them £20,000 and how if its not paid there going to take everyone i love away frome me, i dont know who the emails are from.....they scare the hell out of me.....what am i going to do??????????

xx

[Costanza]

im not sure. sorry im not really helpful or responding fast. im going back and fourth from my piano try to stay distracted form the sharp items in my reach

[anamcara]

no trust me your helping......i cant seem to calm down.....cant stop shaking......

[Costanza]

what do you plan on doing today?

[anamcara]

erm....watching tv with my dad...then giong to bed probably lol....you?? xx

[Costanza]

having a party later, trying to resist the urge to cut

[anamcara]

aww nice....your strong enough to resist :)

[Costanza]

im really not i had to have someone help talk me out of it last night other wise i probably would have cut like crazy

[Costanza]

darn ... i cracked

[anamcara]

you did too huh??....still everyone slips up....just got to try and think of something else, keep your mind off it...im sorry :( xx

[Fiction]

For future reference, please could conversations be kept too PM or VM. Conversations in threads are against the rules. Thank you.

[Njathind]

bad news....i failed...5 times on my ankle
i cant stop shaking....
someone sent me and email saying about my mums death and how my dad owes them £20,000 and how if its not paid there going to take everyone i love away frome me, i dont know who the emails are from.....they scare the hell out of me.....what am i going to do??????????

xx

This shouldnt be happening, you dont deserve to be harrassed like this. Is there not a report feature in your email program?

[anamcara]

yeah, but my dad is going to call the police cause this isnt the first time this has happened :( but still...its christmas soon...and hopefully the new year will be better :) xx