Unreachable.

[The Joker]

I hate myself. I'm so tired all of the time, so robotic, no emotions any more...the only emotions I experience are full of sorrow and I'm just stuck in them. I just feel like getting high, so high that I am completely covered in clouds and no longer exist. Falling asleep, never waking up, descending into the pits of hell. No one else seems to want to spin the world to the beat of their drum. No one else is down for the same cause. People are satisfied with having life as planned and don't seem willing to change. So unwilling to change. I've changed too much, I guess. Matured too early. Nothing has emotion any more.

/end blah blah Matt ramble

[tunnerrocks]

i was in the same boat not as severe and i'm not going to say "i feel your pain" because truthfully i can't no one can all i'm gonna say is try counciling maybe you will find why your so deppresed i did if not talk to a doctor about antideppresants or both. if nothing works me and others are here what ever you do don't end it you will be worse off.