phish
December 18th, 2010, 07:09 PM
I've been out os school for years and this is my first year back, I was homeschooled. Somehow I ended up in a really shitty school in a bad area, the teachers are great, what's shitty is the students, they're all awful. Now one kid in the class knew who Jimi Hendrix was. So, that's driving me insane, but the good news is this, I was accepted into a new program. My last day was supposed to be last Monday, then our break started Friday, but I punched out a kid on the last day and got a 3 day suspension.
I have no friends, mainly due to my lack of liking for most children(though the folks in this new program are great) and since I've been out of school for so long I have no friends. I had one really great friend, he was the best friend I could have asked for, and h e got me thoguh some really tough times.
My relationship with my parents is horrible, even by teenager standards, well at least for my mother, we used to be very close, lately I just hate her so much, she embarrases me at every opportunisty.
Another thing, one of my 2 loves in life is unavalible to me, shooting, I had been working my dad over for 6 years to let me buy a gun(I've taken 4 gun safety courses, I've very responsable to, he thinks I'm going to shoot someone) and I got him to agree, then I sold a gun I had to buy a better one, I had sort of inadvertantly stumbled into owning that one, and he didn't like it. And when I finally found a good deal on one he said there was no deal, I've been fighting with him ever since.
My daily routine goes like this school, I get home go on the forums, watch tv, bed. I'm going insane, my only social contact is with my brother, I have nobody to call, I've got nothing to do.
I haven't fished in weeks because nobody will give me a ride, that's my life's passsion and I can't do it.
Over the summer what I fished every day, all summer, which was great. But I had nobody to go with all summer, fishing gets really old alone.
I'm going insane, you know how they torture prisoners, they throw them in the hole, that's were I am.
I just chucked an empty glass at the wall, god I need a drink, and I don't drink. actually i'll do that, i'm going to go get hammered
I have no friends, mainly due to my lack of liking for most children(though the folks in this new program are great) and since I've been out of school for so long I have no friends. I had one really great friend, he was the best friend I could have asked for, and h e got me thoguh some really tough times.
My relationship with my parents is horrible, even by teenager standards, well at least for my mother, we used to be very close, lately I just hate her so much, she embarrases me at every opportunisty.
Another thing, one of my 2 loves in life is unavalible to me, shooting, I had been working my dad over for 6 years to let me buy a gun(I've taken 4 gun safety courses, I've very responsable to, he thinks I'm going to shoot someone) and I got him to agree, then I sold a gun I had to buy a better one, I had sort of inadvertantly stumbled into owning that one, and he didn't like it. And when I finally found a good deal on one he said there was no deal, I've been fighting with him ever since.
My daily routine goes like this school, I get home go on the forums, watch tv, bed. I'm going insane, my only social contact is with my brother, I have nobody to call, I've got nothing to do.
I haven't fished in weeks because nobody will give me a ride, that's my life's passsion and I can't do it.
Over the summer what I fished every day, all summer, which was great. But I had nobody to go with all summer, fishing gets really old alone.
I'm going insane, you know how they torture prisoners, they throw them in the hole, that's were I am.
I just chucked an empty glass at the wall, god I need a drink, and I don't drink. actually i'll do that, i'm going to go get hammered