Ive Become, Lifeless

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

Dull.
Empty.
Meaningless.

This dark cold silver depression creeps up & devours me.
Rips me from the inside out.

My personal relationships are slowly sinking,Failing school,My art has become colourless & miserable. I dont know what to do anymore. It just keeps eatting away at me.

Sleepless nights.
Ive become a hollow shell of the person I once was.
Shes dead & im lying in her coffin.

More & more I resort to self mutilation
Bleeding the delicious crimson is all I can think about.

I feel
Alone
Lost
Dead

I cant take it anymore. But it just keeps getting worse. Idunno know what to do. Im helpless to this heartless monster.

[TakeToTheSkies.]

I know how you feel. I felt the same way, about a 2 months ago. I know you've heard this before, but things will get better. Trust me. This is coming from a person who couldn't care less if they woke up the next morning, who tried swallowing 72 pills, had to go to the ER, and shut everyone and everything out. But I'm past that. I'm slowly getting my life back, bit by bit. It's gonna be okay. I'm here to talk if you need anything.

[Happy Turtle]

Life is tough. Everyone feels that it is lifeless at some point or another, but all I can say is that you have to look towards the end of this period... The fact that you have decided to talk about this is really great, and in the end it has to be you who decides that you want to continue on, as often said as it is, life does get better. Get involved in a sport or hobby, and make some goals, maybe that you would build a particular thing, or go to some specific college, that can distract you from all the awful things that are going around you.