I'm feeling awkward! :(

[swolebrah]

Well, today I went to the pool with just one friend. He asked if I wanted to go skinny dipping, then I said okay, why not. Then, he started jacking me off, and then I ejaculated. Then he wanted me to do the same to him, but I said I felt uncomfortable doing it.
I feel so weird, and awkward and guilty. Does this make me gay? I have no emotional attraction to him, we're just good friends. This is the first sexual experience I had, and it was with a guy. I'm emotionally attracted to girls, and girls only. What am I? Straight? Gay? Curious?
:(

[nick]

The pool?

[howyoudoin93]

I can't tell you what you are and neither can anyone else...you have to come to terms with your sexuality.
That being said, if you are attracted to girls then you're straight...just because a friend gave you a hj doesn't mean you're gay..you two were just experimenting! Don't feel bad or awkward...you didn't do anything wrong.

[swolebrah]

Yeah, we went skinny dipping there.

[bluedude97]

only you can decide.
& i would just consider experimenting.
nothing gay about it really.

[adam1995]

Well, today I went to the pool with just one friend. He asked if I wanted to go skinny dipping, then I said okay, why not. Then, he started jacking me off, and then I ejaculated. Then he wanted me to do the same to him, but I said I felt uncomfortable doing it.
I feel so weird, and awkward and guilty. Does this make me gay? I have no emotional attraction to him, we're just good friends. This is the first sexual experience I had, and it was with a guy. I'm emotionally attracted to girls, and girls only. What am I? Straight? Gay? Curious?
:(

Based on what you're saying, your friend was the agressor, not you. I guess you could have told him to stop, but instead you let him go until you came. Not sure that necessarily means anything other than you like orgasms. You say that you are attracted to girls and girls only. If that's true, than there is no reason to ask if you are gay, clearly you aren't. Cheers :)

[crazycoller]

From what you described, you sound pretty straight to me, just a tad bit curious perhaps? And if you aren't straight, it's no big deal, although my non expert opinion tells me you are.

[SWMG]

No you are not i mean he started jacking you off and you did not and you are not emotionally attracted so no you are not

[kenshin8106]

theres no way of really knowing at this point what your sexual identity is but your normal, all gus are turned on by anything sexually so don't worry to much :D

[Shenron]

Well, we can;t tell you what you are. Only you can determine that. As for what happened, it doesn't make you gay. You could have stopped him but you didn't whch tells me you are curious. There is nothing wrong with being curious.

[boosterboy]

your not gay, 100% certain, from this story anyway

[guacamole24]

The pool?

Lol that's what I was thinking.

It's clear that you have no emotional attraction to guys, so you're probably not gay. Do you have sexual attraction to guys?

[Donkey]

Your sexuality is defined only by your feelings, not actions. If you are emotionally and physically attracted to girls only, you're straight. Guys and girls, bi. Emotionally and physically attracted to guys only and you're gay. No need to label yourself though

[Eddie.37]

you got a hand job at a pool ? whoa I'm jealous...

anyway, nah, experimentation is pretty normal

[campbellstarr]

Your obviously straight...don't worry about it

[NoLongerInUse]

your just curious it was just your hormones! and curiousity got the best of you!

[CaliKiDD]

Based on what you're saying, your friend was the agressor, not you. I guess you could have told him to stop, but instead you let him go until you came. Not sure that necessarily means anything other than you like orgasms. You say that you are attracted to girls and girls only. If that's true, than there is no reason to ask if you are gay, clearly you aren't. Cheers :)

lmbo this made me laugh but true

[ccrunner]

You are what you wanna be your friend took advantage of you. You didn't do anything but in my opinion it's nothing that you should let ruin your friendship

[lightkun]

I would have done it. But that's just me. In my logic, its like repaying him a favor. It's up to you. If you want to jack him off, just go "swimming" again with him. You might find it fun. And personally, I think that it doesn't necessarily make you gay. You are what you decide you are IMO.