help?

[Sarahmai122]

ok so .. i cheated on my bf of over a year.. i didnt tell him the truth at first and i lied about it alot.. resently i told him the truth and the reason i didnt.. i told him the true about everything,, i even told him that i had been raped and hit in my first relationship and i was afraid to tell him, he was the first person i told that to besides an officer.. but now that i have told him everything he still doesnt belive me (which i understand) but i feel like he is hiding stuff from me.. he went to a concert two days ago and i didnt end up comeing but he "hungout" with them.. (both r really pretty and into guys in bands.. my bf is in a band and it acually sounds good..)im worryed he did stuff with them ,, he didnt tell me about them my mom had seen it on fb and asked me about it becuase the started comenting on everything,, one of them has my name and thats what sparked her attention,, he had told me that he had just flirted with them but tells me he could have done stuff with them if he wanted but didnt.. i dont trust something.. yesturday when he got a text from him friend asking him to go on msn that he really needed to talk to him he wouldnt let me near msn to ask his friend what was up then was laughing nervously.. he told me later he didnt know what his friend would say (his friends a guy and my friend..) a lot of girls like him and i dont trust a few of them because there into a lot of drama and such and happen to be prettyer then me.. Sad when i mentioned that marily was prettyer then me he just said he loved me but later said i was prettyer when i got pissed.. he says he loves me and i belive that.. but what the hell do i do about this.. how should i react.. Confused