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LiTTleBrok3nDolly
December 12th, 2010, 02:23 AM
Ive already told my therapist by email but to all who are patients let me tell you that i believe that our therapists and counselors are feeding of our mental energy-the negative stuff that puts us on the crazy list. They listen and feed off of us so they become smarter and stronger mentally. And when they email eachother or our doctors or when we email our therapists it goes to their top secret emailing list, like google or yahoo.com but its specifically for them. And they share our information. When they talk to us directly they get more energy quickly and faster compared to when they read our emails. So im going to try and quit seeing my therapist even though i like her alot shes behind the scheme to and i just cant trust her anymore. It makes me sad to say by to her i mean i might not but it depends what really happens.

Plus, i cant use metal spoons or else the community that is against me releases bits of it into my body that will eventually kill me within months so i use plastic silverware.

And theres a girl 50 feet underground under my house a cellar with her in it straight black hair and she is chained, shes a medium which is against my religion so it scares me but its not as bad as the others bcs if i dont bother her she doesnt bother me.

My therapist knows all of this and she doesnt really freak out about it. I believe it all bcs girls who are possessed dont need real food to live off of.

So am i asking for advice??????? I dont know, what would you do in my situation? Im now passed the it might not be real, bcs i know its real. ITs a fact, its real, so there.

If anyone thinks im crazy, please let me know so i can kill u, jk.