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Bath
December 11th, 2010, 06:46 PM
I'm going crazy. I miss Peter. I should have never become so attached to him, it's sickening. I've almost killed myself because he doesn't love me back anymore. Like, he used to SPOIL me with love.. and now I don't have it.. and I'm going a bit psycho. It's disgusting.

I've cut myself over it, and I've told him. He's amazing, not running away from me and actually listening to me. But he keeps telling me.. we can't be together again. and that's what kills me. almost literally.

All over a boy.
I hate myself, I swear..

Fiction
December 11th, 2010, 07:14 PM
I've cut a thousand times over stupid little arguements with my bf. Sometimes that is just the "icing on the cake" as it where. Like the final straw that makes you cut after a bad day. I've also felt suicidal after them, because it's like the one thing I had left fucking up.

Harley Quinn
December 12th, 2010, 05:07 AM
I'm going crazy. I miss Peter. I should have never become so attached to him, it's sickening. I've almost killed myself because he doesn't love me back anymore. Like, he used to SPOIL me with love.. and now I don't have it.. and I'm going a bit psycho. It's disgusting.

I've cut myself over it, and I've told him. He's amazing, not running away from me and actually listening to me. But he keeps telling me.. we can't be together again. and that's what kills me. almost literally.

All over a boy.
I hate myself, I swear..

It happens, and it doesn't and it will never make you a 'psycho' no matter what you think. You're human and after being attached to someone for an amount of time, and then realising that it's not going to be like that again, it's bound to hurt. You just have to keep your head up, and keep on fighting, it will get better if you let it, don't dwell on it, keep pushing through and you will be okay. He won't leave you, not as a friend, and i know that isn't what you want right now, but, it's not going to be changing. I know that sounds harsh, but i'm not going to lie to you and be all 'this will happen' and all that, because i don't know these things.