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HeroesAndCons
December 10th, 2010, 10:59 AM
one fucking week one fucking week i want to be happy

my parents have been pressureing me for my grades and its causing anxiety andthey keep pressuring me every goddamn day i cant think straight and i have mood swings bad ones i think of hurting myself twice the normal times i do and my dad yel;led at me cause he cant trust me and think im a liar I AM NOT A FUCKING LIAR DAD im sick of this constant shit that happenes every fucking day i just want to cut burn anything to stop this mental emotional pain i hate this so much

Fiction
December 10th, 2010, 11:59 AM
I know you feel. My started calling me a liar the other day... even though I wasn't lying. You just have to try and ignore it and move on. Hurting yourself won't help you at all in the long run, it'll only make it worse and i'm sure you already know that.

anamcara
December 10th, 2010, 12:20 PM
my dad shouted at me yesterday, your obviously a hell of a lot stronger than i am cause you just thought about si, i didnt think and turned straight to it, well done for not doing anything though, stupid question, when you feel down/low/angry whatever, have you tried ripping up paper or tearing cotton wool up or something like that, i know it sounds strange but try it,it could help xx

whereismymind
December 10th, 2010, 12:34 PM
Your a strong person ignore your parents just find something other than SH like anamcara said tearing paper or ripping cotton wool.

Mike321
December 10th, 2010, 01:52 PM
I was forced under alot of pressure when I was trying to get my grades and have been called multiple things by family members, but you just gotta try and ignore it and stay focused on your school work. Its a hard thing to do, but your a really strong person, especialy for not cutting.
Like Stacey said, is there anything else you could take your anger out on

HeroesAndCons
December 14th, 2010, 11:54 AM
luckly i helped myself in an not harming way

Shenron
December 14th, 2010, 12:43 PM
I know you are a strong person Heather. I know you can get through this. My parents do the same thing. Every day I have to listen to them asking if my homework is done, or if I have any tests tomorrow, or if there is anything else they need to know about. I have been called a liar before, and it hurts. Trust is a big thing to me, and I can tell that it is a big thing to you as well. Try talking to your parents. Tell them that their constant questioning is causing you strees and causing you to do worse in school. I know it had that effect on me, and once I told my parents what they were doing, they stopped....a little. If you need to talk or vent or anything, please feel free to pm me. Good luck with this. :hug3:

LittleEpidemic
December 15th, 2010, 02:23 PM
Me and my parents dont get on one bit, theres never a day without screaming. Luckily the day my dad told me he actually hated me i wasnt cutting but now every time we argue i just want to shred my arm... Ive managed to hold on but i dont know how much longer i can "/ if your anything like me just concentrate on getting out of there, atm im trying really hard in school so i can get to university and get the fuck away from my parents

Good luck and stay strong <3

cuddlemuffin3
December 15th, 2010, 03:18 PM
I got along well with my parents because we communicate. communication is a good thing.