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The Joker
December 9th, 2010, 10:56 PM
Moms boyfriend. Apparently I'm a fuckhead loser because I didn't go to school, and every fucking thing I do is the fucking internet. apparently i fucking love it. eat my fucking shit you asshole motherfucker. just because i point out your fucking stupid shit you call me a stupid mother fucker. go fucking die. my mom doesn't even like you, you "christian" motherfucking drunk. Apparently I only use things from the fucking internet
as if i dont have a fucking brain

just because you bitch and moan about the internet doesn't mean it's fucking terrible.

I'm not fucking dumb, you're the asshole. If it's wasting the fucking projector then why the fuck is it on in the first place if you're not watching it, you asshole fuckhead who has to take a smoke and a drink every five minutes

I hope you give birth to a fucking saw

I'm not a loser, I fucking know more than you, and you can fuck off and leave me alone. go die

Scarface
December 9th, 2010, 11:08 PM
Matt,

Now that's a good venting session, just sayin'. :hug3:

At least you acknowledge that you're absolutely none of those things that he calls you. You're most certainly not a loser. Step parents/"significant others' can be a real pain. It's like just because you're not theirs, they think they can pound your self esteem into the ground and that's not okay. Especially if he's got an addiction or drinks or uses other mind altering substances, it can really make a turn for the worst. They will say things that they really don't mean or they will find something to take their anger out. It's like he just chose yo to be the scapegoat because there really isn't much you can do about it. Is he drunk and/or drinking all of the time? Maybe if you find him on a sober time you could try explaining to him that you really don't appreciate the way he speaks to you. Also note: please try and make sure that your approach isn't meant to raise your voice or be mean, as treating him like he treats you gets you no where fast.

Make sure he's sober though as a lot of times when he is inebriated, he won't think before he responds, it's just the spark of the moment/angry response. Of course we will all say things we don't mean out of anger, but remember this: Say what you mean, mean what you say, but don't say it mean. Just cool off for a little while, ignore and forget everything that he said about the computer and all of that nonsense he said earlier and try a whole new approach. I really hope this helps man.

The Joker
December 10th, 2010, 01:20 AM
And now he's pushing me arounmd calling me a pussy calling me a loser

making fun of me yelling at me pushing me around drinking not letting me run away making fun of me

god damnit i hate him and everyone else

Scarface
December 10th, 2010, 01:26 AM
Then you have to leave the room and you should definitely speak to your mother about this. It's not safe or acceptable for a grown man to be acting this way. Leave the room and wait for your mother, you have to bring these kinds of things up with her. It has to end.

The Joker
December 10th, 2010, 02:07 AM
His face is so fucking creepy, his smug smirk, as he's flexing showing me how fucking "strong" he is. Holding me back.

No one really cares if you like weird music or weird things, really. Might as well listen to some Justin Bieber or some shit like that.

My mom kicked him out or whatever, I'm really hoping that fuck doesn't come back...if he even touches my mom I will kill him so fast, knife to the gut with a frying pan to the head.

Why am I so weak...my punches didn't even hurt him

HeroesAndCons
December 10th, 2010, 11:37 AM
u are not weak i just think u are a little scared
if he abuses u go to the police and mom
its illegal for a man like that to touch u or hurt you

if u need to bent im here

Charleigh
December 16th, 2010, 04:39 PM
hey i know how you feel.
if you ever want to talk you know where i am right?

all i can say is, you have inner strength. everyone has inner strength youve just got to find it. you need to find the strength to not let him get to you, beleive me its hard i know. dont let his stupid ass comments missguide you, dont let them bring you down or stop you from doing something you want badly.

act like a mirror, everything he says he is saying it to himself because your the mirror, hes talking to his reflection.

and about the internet, so what if you spend half your day on the internet, he spends half his life abusing you. anyway, whats in it for him if your on the internet?

its your life, you live it. dont let people like that bring you down

im here if you need me.

zebravomt
December 22nd, 2010, 11:39 PM
"i hope you give bith to a saw" .......... wow your a nice person... LOL but i hope your venting helped some, venting like thishelps me a lot cuz i cant say this kind of stuff to my theripist.... (i dont know how t spell that...

OneDeep
December 26th, 2010, 02:05 AM
Ever think your mom's dude might have a point? Addicted to the Internet? Maybe you should go outside.. kick rocks.

The Joker
December 26th, 2010, 02:15 AM
Ever think your mom's dude might have a point? Addicted to the Internet? Maybe you should go outside.. kick rocks.

Which I do. No, I'm not addicted to the internet. I want to go outside all the time, so no he does not have a point.

VLTOR
December 26th, 2010, 06:28 PM
(this is if, and only if you can't resolve this by talking things over with your mom first)

Next time he starts insulting you, tell him to shut up and listen. Tell him your tired of his BS and you want it to stop, and if it doenst, you will call the cops. Thats domestic violence, and the cops will resolve the issue.

You seem like a strong kid, I know you can stand up to him.

Weeping
December 27th, 2010, 04:14 PM
Tell your mother about every fucking shit he has said/done.
And believe me, nothing he says is true.
But you'll have to end this!

And PM me if you need.

:hug:

Azunite
December 27th, 2010, 04:22 PM
Joker;

First of all ,talking to your mom will never work. How do I know? My mum also has a prince charming.
Second, if you insult him as a reply to his insults it wont change anything. Just look as if you were listening, look into his eyes, make a grin, then leave the room as if he was a stupid person, and show it to him with the way you move, walk etc.

Weeping
December 27th, 2010, 05:56 PM
First of all ,talking to your mom will never work. How do I know? My mum also has a prince charming.

I think you should try talking to her anyways. All mother's are different, right? (:

:hug:

Oby.
January 1st, 2011, 02:59 AM
(this is if, and only if you can't resolve this by talking things over with your mom first)

Next time he starts insulting you, tell him to shut up and listen. Tell him your tired of his BS and you want it to stop, and if it doenst, you will call the cops. Thats domestic violence, and the cops will resolve the issue.

You seem like a strong kid, I know you can stand up to him.

That's not the best idea dude... Especially because hes probably going to be drunk. He might take it as an insult and get even more pissed.