I hate this.

[screamtobeheard]

I go for awhile, eating as little as I can possibly get away with and exercising all the time. I lose some weight. Then I start eating normally. Well. I shouldn't say normally. More...skip a meal a day but let myself snack. And I feel like shit the whole time and I just want to stop. And that'll last...two days to a week. But I hate it. And I hate myself the whole time. Not that I like myself a whole lot when I'm barely eating, but it's worse when I am. I don't even know if it counts as an eating disorder if I eat every now and then but I hate it either way. I don't know what the point in this post was...

[Fiction]

That's exactly how I feel alot of the time. It does still count as an eating disorder. Your eating isn't normal and i'm sure you already know that.
Instead of snacking alot, just eat 3 meals with a few healthy snacks in between. It makes you feel like your eating less than when you snack all day but really your eating the same amount.

[screamtobeheard]

Thanks for the advice! It's all easier said than done, though. :/

[Fiction]

I know it is, but all it really takes is determination.