What is it like?

[The Madman]

What is it like to lose somebody very close to you?
The only people in my family that have died is my Grandad ( 5 years ago ) and my Uncle ( 2 Months ago ).
I was upset when both of them died of course.

But, im scared, when one of my parents dies. It wont happen for a while im sure but i dont know what will happen to me if they do go. I dont mean in terms of money or anything, I mean like.... my mind and stuff.
If my dad goes I think i will be so immensly crushed and if my mum goes I think I will just completely die as well ( figuratively).

What is it like to lose your mum or dad? If you can't answer I fully understand.

[Syvelocin]

I'm pretty certain I will be the first to go, I think I'm lucky that way so I don't have to lose anyone.

I remember when we lost my grandmother though. My mum almost lost it again. She had her bipolar disorder well under control with meds and such, but she was so close to falling back into that. She was in bed all day, barely ate anything. She was like that for a week at least. I've never lost a family member I was at all close with though. I was still pretty young when my grandmother died. I can't really imagine having to go through that.