guacamole24
December 7th, 2010, 04:20 PM
Today was one of the worst days I think I've had in quite a long time by my standards... and though those are pretty high, today was pretty bad. It was like the worst day that has happened this school year. And the next week or so... and longer after that... are gonna be pretty strange as well.
The thing about today is that people started really being upfront about making fun of me. Those popular kids. They just can't leave me alone! I hate thinking of myself as a freak, and I've never really thought of myself that way until this year.
They call me names, they make fun of me behind my back, well... they even make fun of me right in front of me. And they don't even care... and it's been going on for months... well, in high school.
I was kind of made fun of in middle school, but not as much as now. I just hate this feeling. I couldn't really focus today... and I had four quizzes/tests...
And I'm sure they would never feel bad.
And the weird thing is... I felt happy for the past week or so... I was happy.
The thing about today is that people started really being upfront about making fun of me. Those popular kids. They just can't leave me alone! I hate thinking of myself as a freak, and I've never really thought of myself that way until this year.
They call me names, they make fun of me behind my back, well... they even make fun of me right in front of me. And they don't even care... and it's been going on for months... well, in high school.
I was kind of made fun of in middle school, but not as much as now. I just hate this feeling. I couldn't really focus today... and I had four quizzes/tests...
And I'm sure they would never feel bad.
And the weird thing is... I felt happy for the past week or so... I was happy.