First Time There, It was AMAZING!!!

[Njathind]

OK, so have never cut my legs before but tonight I was kinda consiouse of where I was cutting, I couldn't cut my arms as I wear a short sleeve shirt for work so I cut my leg instead. The rush I got afterwards was and still is AWESOME I've never felt so high in my life, is this what doing drugs is like? Sorry not quite sure why I'm posting this but hey :confused:

Have any of you guys ever felt this when you cut somewhere you never have before?

[Fiction]

I've felt it when I cut deeper than normal. That rush is amazing but having it only makes you more addicted in the end :/

[Tristin.]

i kinda know how you feel, when i cut for the first time, it filled me with hope, i hoped the school would notice and call my parents so i could see them :/

[Njathind]

I know deep down that its not good but I felt so good after, I have not felt like that in months. As my motto says "short term pain, long term gain" except its not, more like short term pain, short term gain, long term YOUR FUCKED

i kinda know how you feel, when i cut for the first time, it filled me with hope, i hoped the school would notice and call my parents so i could see them :/

I remember reading your thread on that, how are you getting on with the whole situation now?

[Fiction]

I know deep down that its not good but I felt so good after, I have not felt like that in months. As my motto says "short term pain, long term gain" except its not, more like short term pain, short term gain, long term YOUR FUCKED

That's very true unfortunatly :/

[Tristin.]

I remember reading your thread on that, how are you getting on with the whole situation now?


in short, bad, they phoned my parents. and the parents have paid for a counsellor to see Fin and I 3 times a week :/ in the end, they still dont give a fuck :/

[Njathind]

in short, bad, they phoned my parents. and the parents have paid for a counsellor to see Fin and I 3 times a week :/ in the end, they still dont give a fuck :/

I'm sorry to hear that, it's such as shame that they think they can silence you with money and just shut you out of their lives like that. Keep trying, they WILL eventually see the error of their ways. Don't give up.

Out of interest does you counsellor feedback to your parents?

[Tristin.]

I'm sorry to hear that, it's such as shame that they think they can silence you with money and just shut you out of their lives like that. Keep trying, they WILL eventually see the error of their ways. Don't give up.

Out of interest does you counsellor feedback to your parents?

Thanks :/ and yeah, he does, if they listen, another thing compleatly :/

[Njathind]

Well hopefully they will listen eventually, after all feeding back 3 times a week for goodness knows how long could get quite annoying for your parents if they just sit and nod.

[Tristin.]

its all done via phone, i dont think he would fly back to greece or switzerland or monaco or new york or where ever the hell they are 3 times a week :/

[Njathind]

its all done via phone, i dont think he would fly back to greece or switzerland or monaco or new york or where ever the hell they are 3 times a week :/

FUCK, I guessed your parents would enjoy the odd holiday but? I donno what to say about that. We can live in hope, just remeber to think positive, they will realise they need to change, they have to.

[Mike321]

I've felt like that a couple of times before, when I have cut somewhere different or deep than I normally do.
Like you said, it only has short term gains, and makes you more addicted :/

[screamtobeheard]

I honestly think it's got something to do with legs, because I felt that way when I first cut there.

[starbrite5]

I felt like that too when I first cut my legs. However, it made my problem much much worse. I went from rarely cutting to cutting pretty much everyday. Since I started cutting my legs, I haven't been able to stop for more than 3 weeks. :/