Broken promise.

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

Im always the first person
To give other people advice
But, I never seem to take it myself.
I met this dude a week ago,
We promised eachother we would try to stop Self harming.
And telll eachother if we did anything.
Tonight would of been,
Day3
Not much to some
But to me it means
Minus atleast 60
Cuts
Burns
And
Bruises.
But I feel that knawing monster that is self mutilation
Knocking at my door
Clawing at my heart
And killing my will power
Its only amatter of time until I cave
And
I feel like a
Weak
Disgusting
Failure.

[LittleEpidemic]

Have you hurt yourself yet or just thinking about it?

[Fiction]

Tell him. I'm sure he'll understand. Slip ups are bound to happen. You are not a failure when you slip up, your a failure when you don't pick yourself up again. He sounds like he is going to be great support. Good luck.

[Mike321]

You need to tell him how you feeling, I'm sure he'll help and support you, its really good to have someone to talk to about things like this, espacialy if you are going through the same thing.
And you are by no means a failure, we all make mistakes and slip up from time to time, you need to pick yourself back up and start again. It doesn't matter how long or however many goes it takes, you will get there
Good luck with everything
Feel free to message me if you want to talk