Alucard
December 5th, 2010, 06:04 PM
Im so damn tired of my life. Its always the same crap every day, wake up, go to school, come home, sit in front of the computer, go to sleep. I have no social life whatsoever, not a single friend. I get made fun of and people throw things at me when I haven't even talked to anyone. Its always been this way for me, no friends and no life just sitting at the computer all day Iv tried making friends but no one seems to even be seen with me.
But I do have a good life at home, my parents love me and treat me good(I admit I was a bit spoiled as a young child) and that's about the only good thing in my life, I cant even do good in school I just don't feel motivated at all. Every day I keep asking myself "whats the point of life?" Why should I work my ass off at school and then a job when I'll still eventually die? One of these days im going to lose it with the bullying and I feel ill do something very violent when I do, yet I want it to happen. Im so tired of everything I welcome change, good or bad. Sometimes I feel like committing a crime amd running from the police just for a thrill. I know its wrong to feel this way I just needed to vent my anger.
My apologies if this is the wrong section to put this in
But I do have a good life at home, my parents love me and treat me good(I admit I was a bit spoiled as a young child) and that's about the only good thing in my life, I cant even do good in school I just don't feel motivated at all. Every day I keep asking myself "whats the point of life?" Why should I work my ass off at school and then a job when I'll still eventually die? One of these days im going to lose it with the bullying and I feel ill do something very violent when I do, yet I want it to happen. Im so tired of everything I welcome change, good or bad. Sometimes I feel like committing a crime amd running from the police just for a thrill. I know its wrong to feel this way I just needed to vent my anger.
My apologies if this is the wrong section to put this in