Curious?

[hallo]

Im not sure if somethings wrong with me but im almost positive im not even a little bit gay. But heres my situation, i have jacked off with my cousin twice now and we were both fine with it and are both still good friends and kind of liked doing it. but now whenever i watch porn or get horny or jack off i sometimes think of jacking off with my cousin again. and thats not it, i even think about jacking him off and him jacking me off, which to be honest doesnt really bug me that much. but i also occasionally think about sucking his dick and him sucking my dick. im not sure why but its really confusing me and i need some help or advice. he is coming to sleepover my house soon and im sure we will end up jacking off again but im not sure if i should try anything more than that. im positive it wont mess us up as friends or anything but im just not sure whats right and what i should do. so i just wanted to know what others thought about my situation. im pretty sure im not even bi but do you all think i might be. and also i find anything past jacking off or blowing pretty gross (like anal or making out with a guy, no offense gay people i have nothing against you and i dont mind other people doing i just wouldnt want to do it). so please help me out and tell me what you think is wrong with me or why im having these thoughts or what i should do. also if anyone else (that is straight) has done this please let me know how you felt about it and if you regret it or anything.
Lastly i was also worried becuase i keep thinking about sucking him and him sucking me next time anything happens, but what really bugs me and makes me unsure is that fact that it would be my first blow job. do you think this would be wrong? do you think i could just not count it as my first blow job since its a guy and cousin and we are just curious, experimenting, young, and messing around?
Please let me know what you think about all of this and please give me any advice that you can.
-Thanks

P.S. i believe this is appropriate becuase im not asking for ways to get my cousin to do this things or anything, just asking for advice on my situation and for some help, so please do not delete this thread.
Also if you mods and admins do find something wrong with it, please dont just delete it and dont allow it to go up and not tell me, just let me know that this thread is wrongand that you are going to delete it, like just send me a message or something please. -Thanks again

[MisterAndrews]

Well experimentation is completely normal and, although I would never try it, experimentation between cousins seem normal on here too.

I don't think that your feelings are wrong or abnormal. However, as this person is your cousin, you do need to seriously think about how you will feel in a few year, knowing that he has sucked you off. Keep sexual conduct out of the family is my first reaction.

[TheUnknown12345]

I agree. You may be straight as you say, but everyone sometimes is curious and wants to experiment with the same sex. As with your cousin well since it was a new experience you might of enjoyed doing and you might want to do it again also if you do go as far as oral sex ect. you should maybe do it with another person because things could get awkward between you and him.. I would say Maybe you could be a little curious and maybe see if you mess around with another guy and enjoy it, you could be a little more than just curious.

Hope it helps.

[horndogpaul]

I think if you have already j/o with him a couple of times, I don't see any problems with doing oral. It's just good fun. As for being cousins, I actually think it's the safest messin around you could do. :yes:

[MisterAndrews]

I think if you have already j/o with him a couple of times, I don't see any problems with doing oral. It's just good fun. As for being cousins, I actually think it's the safest messin around you could do. :yes:

How is it safer? Friends change as you get older, people move on. Cousins don't.

[maxii]

how old are you... and how old is he.?. it really dependz... as farr as being cousin'z... it dependz too... is he your first cousin.?.

[happyascanbe]

How is it safer? Friends change as you get older, people move on. Cousins don't.

You Make It Seem Like Cousins Have No Souls And Don't Change Ever Which Isn't True. They Change Just As Much As Anyone And Could Move On To Not Wanking With Each Other. Just A Thought I Had. ;)

[bluedude97]

i'm straight. & i gave & got 2 b/j's but i was young back then 8-ish. they were my age.
& i kinda regret it. b/c sometimes i consider myself to be gay. but atm i dont think that b/c i just know im not gay. so even if your curious/horny or what ever i recommend you not to do it. b/c you may regret it.

[Vkid]

nothings wrong with u, experimenting is normal

[MisterAndrews]

You Make It Seem Like Cousins Have No Souls And Don't Change Ever Which Isn't True. They Change Just As Much As Anyone And Could Move On To Not Wanking With Each Other. Just A Thought I Had. ;)

Ah right. You misunderstand what I meant. I'm not referring to their souls lol. I mean that you loose friends and make new ones, but your cousins are always your cousins; they never stop being related to you.

And it's the change in mindset which is dangerous. If his cousin decides to stop but they've gone quite far with each other, it'll create tension. Tension is harder to get rid of inside families.

[horndogpaul]

I suppose it could create tension. But if you go into it with just havin some fun, there sould be no worry of getting to attached. you don't have to worry about romatic stuff. I think if one of you turns out to be gay, ur still cousins so u both know it will stop at some point anyway. It's just fun now. Know what I mean.

[swimfreak85]

i say just j/o and if it leads into oral then fine but you dont want to put him on the spot

[war-fougt-in-a-boy]

your perfectly normall just exspiriment if you want but be careful cuz things could get very awward

[loz4]

Listen to MisterAndrews :) he's right and take his advice.

[hallo]

im 15 and hes 15.
do you think its wrong that it would be my first bj? i mean when i think about it i kind of want my first bj to be with a girl since i know that im not gay. so this confused me even more.
and what if we just jack off each other?
is that wrong?
Please give some more advice and help

-Thanks for all the help and advice given

[hallo]

/bump
anything? could use it now.

[abcd1234]

the reason you keep thinking about your cousin like that is because he one of the people your age that you identify as a sexual being. its not that your gay its just that u associate masturbating with your cousin as a pleasurable experience
im not telling you should blow each other, but im not saying you shouldn't.
if either of u are uncomfortable with it then don't. and if u do blow each other, make sure u both understand that it is experimenting and for practice for when its the real thing
it should all work out

[MisterAndrews]

the reason you keep thinking about your cousin like that is because he one of the people your age that you identify as a sexual being. its not that your gay its just that u associate masturbating with your cousin as a pleasurable experience
im not telling you should blow each other, but im not saying you shouldn't.
if either of u are uncomfortable with it then don't. and if u do blow each other, make sure u both understand that it is experimenting and for practice for when its the real thing
it should all work out

The only problem with that theory is that it is "the real thing". Every blow job, no matter who it's off, is real. You can't just say "that doesn't count; it was a practice." If they've sucked on your cock that's it.

[CaliLax]

if u have j/o with him twice, he prob is fine with it... if he is going to ur house, try to talk to him about it. family cant judge u, so its one of ur safest bets! just ask him how he feels about it... i wish i had cousins my age in the states!

[beach7]

i think its normal that you j/o together... ive done it with my cousin too... it really is just experimenting because ur both horny and curious.. but a b/j might be a little too far.. i mean it technically is sex...

[Jstr]

I think you are just curiouse

[hocekykid22]

your just curious and experimenting. its perfectly fine...me and my friend have compared j/o together and sucked each other.

[short boy big]

you r just curious u can still be straight, i wouldnt stress about it. dont do anything that you or your cousin are not ready to do

[IbCrazy]

Just curiosity at it's finest! lol

[boosterboy]

experimentation is completly normal

[tyler007]

I dont think there is anything wrong with you, its noraml to be curious about things esp sex and blow jobs.... all guys want them. Like others has said you and your cousin have jerked off a few times, and thats cool, if you want to try trading blow jobs i think thats cool too. My friends and jerk off together and one friend and teade bj even now and then, but thats as far as we want to take it, and were both staight too, i think.
It just having fun, but YES it does count as your first bj, and if your like me enjoy it cause you wont last very long.

[hallo]

I dont think there is anything wrong with you, its noraml to be curious about things esp sex and blow jobs.... all guys want them. Like others has said you and your cousin have jerked off a few times, and thats cool, if you want to try trading blow jobs i think thats cool too. My friends and jerk off together and one friend and teade bj even now and then, but thats as far as we want to take it, and were both staight too, i think.
It just having fun, but YES it does count as your first bj, and if your like me enjoy it cause you wont last very long.

dont you feel weird about it being your first blowjob since its from your friend and a guy when your straight. i mean wouldnt you want your first to be from a girl?