Channon.

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

They think im better. They think im happy and eatting, not cutting, doing work, not doing drugs. As if my sister inlaw bitching me out made things magically perfect. I hate that she gives me her stupid smug know it all glances whenever ive flashed a fake smile her way. A part of me wants to rip up my sleeve, show her my bandaged cuts and scream "Does this look better?!" Its not as easy as just eatting or to just stop cutting and try to be happy. But she wont even listen because she thinks shes all knowng. Im growing more and more annoyed, im afriad im gunna explode on her. I cut atleast 9 times a day, with the number getting higher and the cuts getting deeper acting "normal" is becomming a challenge, and all shes going to do is bitch me out again until she sees im "Smiling" Idunno what to do. I have no one to really go to. The stress of constantly meeting to her high standers is taking its toll.

[HeroesAndCons]

:hug: that must be hard if u need me u can pm me

[Love.Hate]

*hug*

I know how you feel, because my mother has pursumed the same about me.
If its really getting you down though tell her, what is the worst that can happen?
then at least if its out in the open you can get some proper help that you deserve.
Try to stop cutting as much, because the more you do it the worse you feel afterwards.
Please if anything dont cut deeper and deeper, it will only cause harm in the long run, and what if you accidently cut too deep? then its too late.
Always here if you need to talk, and even if you dont smile or act "normal" then she will know somethings up.. Meaning you may be able to get your problem out in the open?

Either way good luck, and please dont cut too deep xx