abuse urself

[RockstarRocks]

has anyone out there ever abused urself instead of cutting. I use to abuse myself. i stoped 4 or 5 months ago. but i stoped because i hurt my leg it hurts sometimes now and it always will sometimes. i knocked my bone out of place. so now when i get mad and feel like hurting myself i remember my leg. what the doctor said my bone was knocked out of place. he never new i did it. after the doctor i got scared tryied to stop. that same week or week after i started it again. but i would abuse my arms also. they starting getting pains shooting up in them all the time so i stopped. now i stopped because im afariad of killing or hurting myself of that. i almost did it last week abused my leg again but i told myself no. im proud of myself. will i ever do it again dont no hope not. its been 4 or 5 months so im proud. has any of u ever done this i did because i was afraid to cut so i told myself abuse was a way for me to feel pain now im afraid to do that even. do any of u do that now or before. i feel dumb cause i feel like im the only one who ever did.

[georgiamay]

I don't really understand what you mean when you say you abuse yourself. Do you mean you hit yourself in some way? If so, it's still self harm, and no, you're not the only person that does it, I used to hit my arms every now and then if I didn't want to cut.

4 or 5 months is really good for anyone that self harms, so well done for that! :)

Sorry if I misunderstood your post.

[RockstarRocks]

no its fine. i was saying that i hit myself. i feel better knowing im not stupid and not the only one that did it. ty

[Fiction]

I used to do it alot, epecially when i was at school or something and had no other way to do it. I bruised my wrists alot and the swelling took weeks and weeks to go down because i damaged the ligament :/

[RockstarRocks]

i never got bruses or anything. i just got pains in my arms. knocked my leg bone out of place.

[Mike321]

Well done for the 4 or 5 months thats really good.
And I used to do stuff like this, when I was younger, I mainly used to do it at school, I think thats how my self harm started off
So yeahh, your not the only one

[RockstarRocks]

i could not do mine at school because when i do it im always crying and punching myself really hard so people would notice i always went to the bathroom to do it. id even do it infront of my mom sometimes when i was mad. i hate that.