Don't see a point in living

[Blaster]

I wish I had never been born. I hate my life. All my life I have been lonely, bullied and a bunch of other things. I haven't had a smile on my face for almost 4 years. I have been thinking about suicide for 2 months and I can't get that thought out of my head. Everyday is hell to me. I can't take this anymore. :(
I don't have a point in living. I've been trying to stop thinking about suicide but with no luck...

[Fiction]

Cutting and Self harm :arrow: Mental Crisis Forum

[CatchingOrigami]

keep waiting. you can pull through it :] I know it feels hopeless, but you wont be like this forever. Think about good things. Take the days one by one, try and do something everyday that you feel happy about. Maybe fix something that was broken, do some writing, drawing, learn something new. Find things to be pleased about, don't lose hope.

we're all here for you :] pm me if you want to vent :]

[Punk_Kid]

You may not see any point in continuing to live right now but if you need something to help you hold on then you can try either one of these. The second one is what I did and I still use it to help me:D

1) Find a religion you agree with and believe in. Christianity, Catholicism, Pagan religions, Satanism(several different kinds), Buddhism, any religion. I did a bit of self-searching and realized that #2 is what is good for me.

2) ~ONLY IF YOUR NOT A GOD-FEARING PERSON!~ If your feeling alone or just weak, sad, tired, just not really able to function then try this. I started to embrace what Christianity calls the Cardinal Sins and practice them in everyday life. In moderation they are great and are the natural by product of being a living, breathing mammal.

They are:

Lust- I embrace(encourage) any and all sexual attractions that make you feel good. I'm not saying go out and rape someone, as I detest any sort of forced sexual interaction between either party/person. All I'm saying is embrace your sexual feelings. Don't let it rule your entire thought system but just realize that it is there and don't be ashamed of it!

Gluttony- I'm not saying to eat until you've cleared out your entire house or local restaurant. But next time you eat something, eat something you absolutely love that makes you feel full and good. Notice how it taste, what it looks like, how it feels to chew it with your teeth and move it around with your tongue. You can only do these thins and get these feeling if you are alive!

Greed- I'm not saying to go and steal shit or hpard all the women, money and power but what I am saying is that it is alright to be a little greedy. What I mean by this is that it should come naturally to want to have power, money, fame, etc. But do not indulge on these things so much that it becomes self-destructive! Because once it becomes self-destructive, it is no longer beneficial!

Sloth- Again, I do not condone these behaviors if they are becoming self-destructive. But I see nothing wrong with just sleeping in a little later on the weekends or just taking an afternoon nap occasionally

Wrath- I'm not saying to go out and kill someone but wrath(anger) is another natural by product of living. What I'm going to say here is that if you are getting bullied, harassed, abused, etc. then take charge. That can vary from fighting back out of self-defense to calling the police and having them apprehend the person(s).

Envy- I consider Envy to be jealousy, plain and simple. How can you use it in everyday life to better yourself? Well let's say that I'm your neighbor across the street with my big fancy house and have my nice red sports car that can go up to 110 mph while I'm blasting my music out of my $50,000 speakers. I am not suggesting you steal it. I am suggestion that you sit back and think for a minute. Think about what you can do to better educate and further yourself? Think about what you need to do to become an educated, college grad that can be even richer than that neighbor and a lot more happier in life. Even if you are poor(which my family is below middle-class I know) if you get good grades and study and make it your sole life goal then you will be more prepared for life than the rich kid that has got everything handed to him on a platter.

Pride- I'm not suggesting you go and boast to everyone about what you did that was completely kick ass. What I am saying is, don't be afraid to pat yourself on the back and tell yourself 'Hey, I did that? That was pretty cool.' Know what you can do and try to one-up yourself each and every time, all the while congratulating yourself.

Many of you may disagree with this but I am a firm beliver in doing whatever it takes to get you through the day. I'm not trying to breed anti-christs, I'm just sharing what helped to keep me here on this Earth! I hope everything works out for you Blaster:D

[Njathind]

I can genuinly say I know how you feel. Take each day as it comes, keep yourself occupied, when a thought of suicide enters your head try and think of something that makes you feel happy. Suicide is a premenant solution to a temporary problem (a cliche I know but it's true) if you EVER get low and need a listening ear, please talk to me, I am here for you.

[Vkid]

things will get better later, just keep pushing through!

[Blaster]

Thx for the support guys. I'll try some hobbies so that I don't think about suicide that much. Thx again :)

[Chevy]

Suicide is horrible. Its a pussy way out.

[RockstarRocks]

plz dont kill ueself. I no u r sad and stuff. but u r human just like anyone else and u deserve to be here

[Euphoria]

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you are being bullied, tell them to fuck off and suck a dick to death. If you cant smile, make shit happy. When your insaley depressed you feel hopeless, lonely, and lazy as fuck. During the next month, look for people that you don't hate to death, and pursue a closer relationship, gain experience from this fuck up your in, and rise stronger than before, death may be quicker, but its no were as near as satisfying as laughing at your enemies and yelling " im alive mother fuckers, and Ive become a force untouchable!!" make yourself the man you wish you were.You need to keep trying and trying, once you start making progress it will gain speed, don't take and speed bumps in vein, because with that experience you become even more powerful. and finally, when you finish high school go to college/ move the fuck out of were u are, because i guarantee college will make you into a whole new person, with pride, knowledge, and a grand ol amount of guilty pleasures. Live your life to the max, make your life worth more than anything, and get fucked upppppp. But you must remember that with great power comes great responsiblity., dont get so fucked up you get hospitalized, just enough that you can say " damn, i wish this night will never end!"