I don't even want to stop

[Fiction]

For the first time in months, I just reached for my blades and just cut. I've cut in the last few months, but not like this. I just couldn't stop myself. i really and honestly couldn't. I just sat there crying. Reached for my blade and sat there crying with blood all down my arm. I can't try to stop anymore. I can't stop.

[RAWWR]

i'm sorry you felt that you had to cut, sometimes the urge is just too much and you can't hold it off anymore, thats ok, it was a slip up. Do you need medical attention?

[Fiction]

No, I think i'm alright thanks.

[RAWWR]

mmkay. please look after yourself? and PM or VM me if you wanna chat.x

[Fiction]

I'll try. And thankyou :)

[Njathind]

I''m so sorry you had to cut, stay strong and stay safe. You have helped me recently and now it's time for me to help you, you can get through this, and you will be able to stop. As you have said to me I shall say to you, if you wanna talk then pm me, and I mean it, I wanna help you get back on your feet.

(sorry if this is a bit hypocritical)

[Fiction]

Thankyou :)

[Love.Hate]

Aw kathy, its ok.
these things happen.
Hope your ok now.
xxxx

[Fiction]

Thanks, but not really.

[enjoying_my_insanity]

aw kathy things will get better :hug: im here if you need some help youll get through this <3

[spfreak]

I am sorry you felt the need to do this. :( I hope you feel better soon. :)

[georgiamay]

Kathy :( I know things are hard for you right now, and your situation sounds horrible, but things do get better. It might seem like that's impossible, but it's not. Countless amounts of people have gone through something similar and come out at the other end. And you can too. It will be hard, I won't lie to you, but there's no reason that you can't.

If you're cuts ever get too deep, you must get help. It might be daunting, but if you don't, you know what could happen in the worst case scenario.

You know that cutting won't change your situation, you don't need me to tell you that. But things get better, one day you'll look back on this and realise just how strong you were to get through it, because I know you will. You'll be proud of how strong you are, and you'll go through the rest of your life with the knowledge of that. Once you overcome this, you can get through anything life throws at you.

It's a strange thing, how it seems to trap you in like this. But there is such thing as an escape. After escaping, you're completely free. Try and focus on that freedom, and how you're going to get there, rather than where you are now. Then you can start working towards it.

I promise you kathy, things will get better. One day you'll reach a turning point, and even though it might not seem like it at the time, everything will be better after that.

I might not have got there yet myself, but one day I will, and so will you.

Remember that I'm always here if you need me :hug3:

[Fiction]

Thankyou all of you :)

[Mike321]

I know you've been going through a hard time at the moment, but like the others have said, things will get better.
Even if you feel that you can't, no matter how long it takes things will get better
Stay strong

[Fiction]

Thanks again Mike :)