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Punk_Kid
November 25th, 2010, 07:32 AM
I'm copying this and making a thread in here too. I really need answers so please don't get angry Mods and Admins.

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I've narrowed down why I am depressed and feel like shit all the time. I was doing some internet research on something called Hyperhidrosis which is a term used to describe excessive sweating.

Before you start being a hater on me for something I can't control, don't please. What I know about it so far is:

There is a surgery used to cure it called Minendoscopic Sympathectomy.

I found a hospital called Weil Cornell that might perform it.

That's all I really know though>.>

What I need is that if anyone can offer me lists of hospitals that perform the surgery then list it here please!!!

I live in Allegheny County in New York. I don't give a fuck if the hospital is all the way up in Buffalo or part way in Pennsylvania. I've been thinking more and more about suicide for the past two weeks because of this! My Mom don't know nothing about it and I'm not sure if talking to my GP will help but I'm going to try that tomorrow.

I KNOW that I need the surgery because my hands are always fucking sweaty even as I'm typing this right now and im damn near crying and hoping my folks won't notice.

I don't care how much it cost but please post if you know any hospitals that can perform the surgery. I can't log into VT on my phone but I can still access the forums so just post your response here cuz I will be checking it all night until I go to sleep.

Please help cuz i don't know if I can get through the rest of the school year like this! I can't fucking give high fives, shake hands or hold a girl's hand. Besides this surgery, I think suicide is my only option now and I've pussied out several times but I know I won't if I try again.

Thanks, and don't pull religious crap on me please cuz I'm an atheist btw.

Fiction
November 25th, 2010, 08:12 AM
Committing suicide will just take away your chance to ever be happy. There are people with only months, years to live who would give ANYTHING to have the life you have in front of you. Even if you can't get the surgery in the near future then i'm sure you can get it one day but committing suicide really will not help anything.
Feel free to contact me if you want to talk.