happy fuckin holidays

[hotandgay]

ugh i hate holidays because holidays=family family=love...i dont kno why but i get all nervous when i feel loved...i get sweaty and uncomforable...and my close family trys to do it all the time...ugh...and then on the holidays its even worse i just want to die because ther is so much love...is this normal...i dont think it is but idk really what normalish things are...what is normal..im getting off subject...so yeah

[Geraaboo]

i feel the same way like there too much love! and all tht love makes you feel wierd and stuuf or at least it makes me feel like tht

[hotandgay]

i feel the same way like there too much love! and all tht love makes you feel wierd and stuuf or at least it makes me feel like tht

yeah and it dont make sense...but i avoided it lol

[Geraaboo]

i know it make no sense what so ever i try to avoid it to haha

[hotandgay]

i know it make no sense what so ever i try to avoid it to haha

yeah but its difficult...lol
is your family in any way dysfunctional?

[Geraaboo]

no not really but i like to think that thou

[RAWWR]

dont worry, i feel the same, i dunno, i dont think its the love that scares me, its the way they show love. my mum likes hugs a lot, but i have major issues with physical contact, so its not so fun.

[hotandgay]

my family is dysfunctional...and i think thats why love is so weird because i have never had it...but now that i do get it i dont like it because its a feeling i have never had...i think ill do just fine with out love i mean the world is full of hate anyways...lol

[Geraaboo]

my family is dysfunctional...and i think thats why love is so weird because i have never had it...but now that i do get it i dont like it because its a feeling i have never had...i think ill do just fine with out love i mean the world is full of hate anyways...lol

agree i never felt loved and now that i have told my family im bisexual and i have a gf its like they force all this love i never had as a child on me now it gets me really mad sometimes

[hotandgay]

and you cant really tell your family not to love you...it just sounds weird...i wonder if there is a way to like this mystical feeling

[Art_dude]

and you cant really tell your family not to love you...it just sounds weird...i wonder if there is a way to like this mystical feeling

lol xD Welcome to the "mystical" world of LOVE!!!

Like you yourself said earlier, when you've never really experienced an emotion before and then suddenly you have a truckload of it dumped on you, it can be REALLY overwhelming. I think the best solution is to just slowly adapt yourself to this new experience by exposing yourself to new levels of love over time. Obviously, it's easier said than done during the holidays because you have to be around everybody, but try to keep your interaction with loved ones limited and in small groups. Then when you're feeling a bit more comfortable spend more time with them or include more people.