Utterly lost.

[whodunit]

I've been having my old self resurface lately. i thought i was past my anger issues and my trust issues but i guess i havent. Lately i have found myself crippled with anxiety from my worries. My brain fights itself on what to do with every decision i make, whether it be big or small. i feel like the world is indifferent to me, i make no impact on anyone around me. im meaningless. i just wish how i felt made some sort of impact on those that "care" about me. im gettng sick of it, and i dont know where to go from here.

[Harley Quinn]

I'm sure that you impact more people then you realise, just because you can't see who does care, doesn't mean people don't. You just have to tell yourself over and over that people do care and that you aren't alone, because really you aren't. Let your brain fight, at the end of the day if it's fighting for the right reason and helps you find it i wouldn't worry too much about it. Relax yourself, anxiety is a bitch and one of the ways you can calm yourself down and notice your surroundings meditation.