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[Waiting]

hey everyone
i dont htink anyone will know or remember be anymore.
i used ot be a regular here
but apprently the last time i visited was the 11th of july...thats quite a while ago
um basically i cant explain my absense, except for i moved on, out of my depression.
but now i'm back. i need help.
its so selfish of me because i wasn't here for people in thier times in need and im so sorry.
ive had the worst week of probs my life.
i even contemplated suicide tonight
and im compltley back to my old ways

these are the things that happened:

i nearly got chucked out of my house after fighting with my mother
i nearly lost my job after getting a lip piercing - infact if i dont take it out, i have lost my job.
and most importantly..
i lost my girlfriend of two years today. everything was fine and great for a long time. and then when i met her today she told me she didnt love me anymore...that she couldnt be with me. we wernt right for each other.
i love her so dearly, and i cant imagine she doesnt have any feelings for me.
its so out the blue.
i miss her so much and get upset thinking about it
i had even asked her to move in with me.

so yeah...life just sucks so much at the moment.
Patch
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[Bobby]

Welcome back Patch! My name is Bobby! I'm sorry to here about your new problems. I hope we can help :)

[Trademarked]

PATCH!!! THE HOTT ONE!!!!

yusssssss! soo good to see one of the hottest guys back at VT!

[redcar]

hey Patch! who could ever forget you?!

you know we are here for ya! take care of yourself, cause you rock!

[Elscire]

welcome back Senior!

[mRojas2000]

I'm Miguel :) Welcome back man!

[Whisper]

okay will anyone respond to his post? no
alrighty
i will

Patch i'm sorry about whats been going on
your mum loves you nomatter how loud the screaming becomes
my mum has said multiple times that she would kick me out
I'm sorry about Laura I know you care for her
Maybe she just needs some space and a lil time
As for the peircing....dude....take it out
A) there ugly
B) obivously they effect your work
C) they suck in a fight (easily ripped out....owww)

its good to see you
even under crappy circumstances

[Barelythere]

hi patch!! ive hear of you! :p im glad to see your back, im just sorry to hear about why and your circomstanses (sp?) i agree that you should just take out the lip piercing, and laura i think it is, well i think she is being silly, to leave some one who so obviously cares alot about her!! i no that doent make it anybetter in the slightest, but i do truly think that you will find someone, that will care for you as much a you do for them, and if she doesnt, then i would try not to waste any thought on it, t will only bring you down and thats not good, about your mom just try stay on her good side is all i can reli say, sorry i no this isnt much help but my heart says to give you a hug aswell so :hug: lol sorry im so random/weird, cya round hun, i hope things get better for you! xoxo

[Lost_and_fallen]

Keep your head up, you'll get through
(And you know it)
More roundabout fun soon please, 'Twick?

[JoshDude]

Hey mate, sorry to hear about your problems, but welcome back.

[Dante]

I cant believe I never saw this.

I know it has been over a month since you posted this, but How is everything? did things get better with you and your mother? with Laura? with the piercing?

I hope so.

Take care