Goddammit

[Amnesiac]

So, if you guys didn't already see the thread in ROTW, this is my story:

Okay, here's my relatively pathetic story, in greentext:

>Liked girl back last year, in 8th grade
>Didn't go well, rumors galore
>Over summer finally get over her
>No communication for months
>She got a boyfriend yesterday
>Boyfriend is douche I used to know
>Feel bouts of jealousy
>Disappointed in myself for still having feelings for her
>Have had a "fuck hormones" attitude for the past two days
>Shit's not cash, man

I don't know why I still have the slightest shred of feeling for her. She never talks to me. She thinks I'm "weird". She's a massive bitch at times. Why the hell am I even remotely jealous?

I don't want to like her, but it seems like I still do subconsciously, and it's not a happy feeling. Any advice on what I should do would be appreciated, because it's ruined my day so far.

[ShaneK]

okay

im guessin you know the douche shes hooked up with maybe a factor to. Get someone better than her. It sounds like your obsessed with her, or getting well towards it. Or rather obsessed with pairing of with someone

[Amnesiac]

okay

im guessin you know the douche shes hooked up with maybe a factor to. Get someone better than her. It sounds like your obsessed with her, or getting well towards it. Or rather obsessed with pairing of with someone

I was obsessed with her for a time. I'm trying to find someone else, but nothing's really happened.

[ShaneK]

Its easy for me to say find someone else, it all comes in time. But i know it don't work like that when you feel like that. May i ask where do you go to hookup? i mean where would you go to meet girls outside of school? There are probably better girls than her who are still single

it may seem like everyone has paired off, but trust me they aint all paired off

[Amnesiac]

Its easy for me to say find someone else, it all comes in time. But i know it don't work like that when you feel like that. May i ask where do you go to hookup? i mean where would you go to meet girls outside of school? There are probably better girls than her who are still single

Eh, I really don't go many places. I usually meet girls through school, Facebook or other friends. I'm not the kind of guy who makes an effort to go out with girls, that's never been me.

[Tristin.]

maybe you should try, might help you get over this girl you like :)

[ShaneK]

i should take a leaf outta your book. But there must be some eligble single girls still around, so i assume friends dont know of any. Have you considered dating a girl a few years older?

you know what they say about good dancers

no sign of the shoes yet then?

[Amnesiac]

maybe you should try, might help you get over this girl you like :)

Nah, that's just not how I act. In real life I'm not as outgoing as I am on VT; some could even call me boring :P

i should take a leaf outta your book. But there must be some eligble single girls still around, so i assume friends dont know of any. Have you considered dating a girl a few years older?

There are plenty of single girls in my grade, but I don't know many of them. I've never really considered dating an older girl, it's a kind of weird idea, especially considering the fact that I'm a freshman.

From now on this girl I "like" will be known as Haley.

[ShaneK]

okay justin, well i been mostly what you would call home schooled, i did go to high school til they expelled me. but not to get off my point do you write, a lot of girls like a guy who can write.

I wont date a girl my age too imature but thats just me. But it aint that weird.

Perhaps someone could introduce you to these eligble girls in your grade. Or you could introduce yourself, some of them may be worrying about finding someone as well

[Amnesiac]

okay justin, well i been mostly what you would call home schooled, i did go to high school til they expelled me. but not to get off my point do you write, a lot of girls like a guy who can write.

I wont date a girl my age too imature but thats just me. But it aint that weird.

Perhaps someone could introduce you to these eligble girls in your grade. Or you could introduce yourself, some of them may be worrying about finding someone as well

I write, yeah, but it's political stuff, like what you see in ROTW.

I'm not really pursuing a relationship as I'm just angry about still liking Haley. I would be happy single, maybe a bit lonely, but still happy. I just need to get over these feelings — it's been a fucking year, goddamn — so that's my primary goal.

[ShaneK]

and another girl is the perfect tonic to get over Hailey. you write political stuff that sounds interesting. or at the least would be a good distraction

[Amnesiac]

and another girl is the perfect tonic to get over Hailey. you write political stuff that sounds interesting. or at the least would be a good distraction

*Haley :P

There are plenty of things that distract me, but I can't be distracted forever.

I'm not interested in diving into a relationship right now. I just want to be over Haley, fully, 101%.

[ShaneK]

well that will take an all consuming passion from the sound of that. I mean for me it would be sports, and you?

writing?

Let time heal all. But you gotta decide if you real are happy being single or whether a girl friend is that important

[Amnesiac]

well that will take an all consuming passion from the sound of that. I mean for me it would be sports, and you?

writing?

Let time heal all. But you gotta decide if you real are happy being single or whether a girl friend is that important

I've got plenty of passions. Practicing guitar is usually what I do to get away from the world.

It's been a year. I started liking her last September. I know that my chances of going out with her are tiny, yet still I have feelings for her. Time hasn't healed anything.

I'm fine being single.

[ShaneK]

cool i play, do you sing?

[Amnesiac]

cool i play, do you sing?

Hahahaha, no, I'm not a singer :P

But yeah, I'm gonna be trying my hardest not to think about Haley.

[Continuum]

But yeah, I'm gonna be trying my hardest not to think about Haley.

Indoctrinate yourself with anti-love dogmae, or join the Junior Anti-sex League. Any signs of love is unorthodoxy, oh yes. :yes:

[Amnesiac]

Indoctrinate yourself with anti-love dogmae, or join the Junior Anti-sex League. Any signs of love is unorthodoxy, oh yes. :yes:

Even the Thought Police will have a hard time eradicating the mangled shreds of feeling I still have for her. I'll be in Room 101 for days. :P

[Continuum]

Even the Thought Police will have a hard time eradicating the mangled shreds of feeling I still have for her. I'll be in Room 101 for days. :P

Oh.

Then we'll just have to vaporize you and Haley. The two of you are a threat to Ingsoc and must be erased. :P

[Amnesiac]

Oh.

Then we'll just have to vaporize you and Haley. The two of you are a threat to Ingsoc and must be erased. :P

"Do it to Haley!" :rolleyes:

But anyway, I'm still jealous, but it's not as bad as it was. I'd love for more people to give advice :P