I hate myself

[LonelyB0y]

Im so pathetic every time I try to kill myself I chicken out I just wish I could just do it!!!

[ShaneK]

why do you want to kill yourself? if you ever want to talk about it, i'll try and help

[CatchingOrigami]

I know the feeling. exact feeling.

It's probably because, right underneath all those ugly feelings you have, not wanting to exist, and perhaps the people around you, you don't truly want to die.
You merely want to kill the situation you're in, you want to kill the feeling.
And you cant do that by hurting or killing yourself.

There are allways other ways to change, to become happy. Its not hopeless, be proud that you are strong enough to not go so far, that there is something tying you to this world, and not the next.

[Bmatlman]

you stole my idea nina! anyways do what she said, find out what makes you happy. you might be suprised

[districtnowhere]

i know what the feeling is. i wanted to kill myself. but i didn't and i wont. (it's not easy living in a world like this but you deserve so much more than death)

if u wanna talk to me pm. me. or send me a visitor message

[Mike321]

I think Nina, has got it spot on
I've been in your position a few times, really wanting to kill myself, but then backing out of it.
Theres obviously something inside you that stops you from doing it, meaing you dont truley want to die, no body does.
You may be in a really bad situation now, but it doesnt stay like that forever, your only 13, you've got a whole life ahead of you, and you only get one go at it so dont throw it away, do what makes you happy, you'd really be supprised at what you can do.
Stay positive, PM/VM me if you want to talk

[Love.Hate]

I know how it feels not to be brave enough
to actually do it. but maybe its for the best.
(everything happens for a reason)

Always here and sorry i havnt been much help. x

[georgiamay]

I used to feel like this.
There's always a light at the end of the tunnel, you just have to keep going until you get there, and when you do, it'll be worth it.
It's for the best. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Things can and will get better, it might seem like that isn't possible, but it is, it happens all the time.

I'm here if you ever need someone to talk to, just drop me a PM :hug3: