The lowest I've ever been. It's pathetic really.

[georgiamay]

I spent 20 to 30 minutes taking apart a disposable razor I found. For me, that's pretty low. Then, I decided that I'd be able to scrape it along my skin without drawing blood, just to see if it would cut without me putting pressure of it. And fucking hell it did. I didn't think it would draw blood, I thought it would just leave a tiny line that would fade within an hour. But instead it left the deepest cut I've ever done. It surprised me, I wasn't expecting blood at all, it was so sharp though, and I got through nearly half a roll of toilet paper. That's what I call low. I've never cut that deep before. It took a while to stop the bleeding, but I finally did. It's wide open still, but it's not bleeding, which is good.

I used to make cuts that were tiny, and only took a few minutes to scab over. This time it isn't scabbing, and it's been about 30 minutes. I'm getting worse. I thoguht I was getting better but I'm not.

Tonight was pathetic. I wanted to check how sharp it was, because I thought it would leave a small white line but instead it took forever to stop bleeding.

This is my biggest fuck up yet. Kathy was there for me through it, and I'm so grateful for that. It would have been so much scarier on my own.

[MadManWithaBox]

Honey :wub: you know this doesn't help Freeman. I also know the temptation is irresistible. Get that seen to now, before it gets worse. PM me, and stay strong.

[Mike321]

I'm really sorry to hear what happened
I did a similar thing the other week, I didnt realise how deep it actually went, but it is lucky you had someone there for you, which is really good
If the cut doesnt start to get any better, I'd get it seen to, to make sure your alright.
We all have our low points, but you can get back up from them, you've got everyones support on here
You can do it Georgia, I'm here if you need to talk

[enjoying_my_insanity]

im really sorry georgia :( you can get through this i have faith in you hun! :hug: if you ever need me just send me a PM ill listen to anything you need to let out! i hope the cut heals well cuz it doesnt sound too good at the moment best of luck!

[Fiction]

I've told you this 1000 times, but ima tell you again...
You CAN do it Georgia, we both can. We've got our little deal going on and together we can do it :) I'm always here for you bitch ;) You've just got to pick yourself up again and keep going :)
Love youuu :)