Failed suicide.

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

Last night I hit rock bottom. I tried to kill myself. And whats sad is no one even realizes. I feel like my family hates me, im out of place and dont belong in the house. The depression is crippling. Its a fight to even do the simplest of things. They dont understand, all they do is judge me because I selfharm and have a eatting disorder. I hate myself for the things I do, but I cant stop. Time after time I yearn to talk to them, But I freeze and dont know what to say or dont know how to approach. Everytime I try ,the thought of me just being a bother crosses my mind and I give up. Im going to end up in a coffin if this doesnt stop, im spinning out of control with no escape. Tonight im gunna try to tell them, but I dont know how. Because if I dont I know ill try again. Help??

[Fiction]

I know how you feel. Maybe try telling them by writing it down, or sending them an email. It might be easier than talking face to face. If you ever need to talk feel free to contact me.

[Syvelocin]

Your suicide would be more of a burden than asking them for help, for sure. Know that. Suicide will never do anything but make it worse. So talk to them, no matter how much you think you will burden them. Your death would be the worst thing that could happen to your family, and would hurt them beyond belief, whether you think they hate you or not.

If you need anything at all, don't hesitate to contact me to talk. Best wishes :)

[HeroesAndCons]

Thank goddess u r still alive u are not a bother if u need me pm me

[Mike321]

It is important that you tell, but do it in whichever way you feel more comfortable
Whether that be wirting them a letter, or sending an email, I think the best way is face to face, but thats a really hard thing to do
Do whatever you feel comfortable with, but you must tell them
Glad your still here, if you ever need to talk, i'm here

[spfreak]

I sometimes feel the same. My family will pick on me, I will sometimes be left out of something like a vacation or something. I wouldn't go sometimes, but it would be nice to be offered... But suicide is not the answer. I've been down that road and now I am so happy that I did not succeed.

We are still young, we have so much that we haven't done yet and so much that we will accomplish in our lives. Suicide would be the biggest mistake anyone of us could ever make.

If you get these thoughts again, just think/do something you love. Take up writing, music, art, etc. There are so many better ways to let you feelings out. Good luck to you :)

[Rutherford The Brave]

Ok so, now here you are at the bottom of a pit? What's next?