I Hate It So Much.

[Skeletal-Chic]

Okay, two days a go I broke up with my first boyfriend.

The reason was that I felt so conflicted and confused about my sexuality that I couldn't make him go through it aswell.
I feel so awful. I hate being Bisexual. I wish I was straight so badly. I wish that I was normal like every other guy that can walk around with the person they love and show it without feeling like they're about to be spat on.

I don't want to go to counselling, but I don't know what to do. I'm becoming really depressed because of this.

Any help will be really appreciated.

[Fact]

Okay, two days a go I broke up with my first boyfriend.

The reason was that I felt so conflicted and confused about my sexuality that I couldn't make him go through it aswell.
I feel so awful. I hate being Bisexual. I wish I was straight so badly. I wish that I was normal like every other guy that can walk around with the person they love and show it without feeling like they're about to be spat on.

I don't want to go to counselling, but I don't know what to do. I'm becoming really depressed because of this.

Any help will be really appreciated.

If you feel that you can't go to counselling, then I think you need to try and counsel yourself. Weigh up your options and opinions - some people say you can't choose who you are due to the "Born or Become" argument (that's in another thread, though).
So, based on that presuming that you were born Bisexual and that's who you are, you're going to have to find ways of coming to terms with it.

I can't offer you much about this from a personal point of view, but I'm sure by bumping it someone else who can will post too.

Hope what little I said helped you.

[nick]

This is why I get annoyed by those people that think anyone chooses to be gay or bi. Its tough at times, but to deny the truth to yourself is even harder in the long term. I'm not sure that counselling would help, its not like there's a cure for sexuality. Try not to let it stop you from loving someone when your heart tells you its right.

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

You are normal. Sadly there will always be narrow minded idoits out there, but not everyone is like that. It just proves you care about the person enough to show them affection and not to give a sh*t what others think. Being confused is to be expected. But you`ll get past it. Why become depressed because of someone elses ignorence? Be happy that your you! Im still kinda going threw what you are right now but I always try to remember love knows no gender. Feel free to contact me if u wanna talk : )

[TopGear]

Hey man,

That must be a hard thing to go through, But for you to be a mature person and not drag him into it shows that you're a very mature person. Don't beat yourself up, You are who you are! Also that what makes who you are, Don't worry about what others think, People today are becoming more acceptable to the gay/bi relationships. If you don't want to go to consoling, then don't. Do what makes you more comfortable! Again Don't get depressed about this, it's just a little bump in a big road.

If you need someone to talk to, im always here.
~Drew

[ShaneK]

Benny if you really love or like someone that much go for it! Life is hard enough anyways. Never let what others think or do both you, only you know what its like to be you. Live life for yourself not everybody else. Don't make the mistake of thinking if only I could be ...... trust me that line of though never ends... Don't be depressed about breaking up with him. Even if you dont get back together, you will eventually meet someone else, you never know what life has in store for you. You seem like a thoughtful, nice guy, there is someone out there for you.

[Fourth Dimension]

I know how you feel to an extent dude I mean I've come to terms that I'm bisexual and I wouldn't change that but I know how it feels to not be able to be in a relationship and not be able to show the world that you love eachother its terrible my dads entire side of his family would look down on me for it that's why I'm not fully out but it honestly depresses me that I can't love who I wanna love it drives me insane and my shrink didn't help neither didp my anti depressants my friends are the only people who keep me sane and help me through this is you ever want someone to talk to you can always pm me