bellais
November 16th, 2010, 03:58 AM
i keep a journal today i was looking threw my old ones and i found somthing from when i first cut.
"other people do i should just try im alredy crazy why not make it worse. i doubt it will help me nothing helps me im lost. i cut my self it was awkward it hurt but it was the best pain i didnt do it that hard on the first on but on the second one i took razor and pushed it hard and slid it accross my skin slowly. it was so good all the red went down my arm it was so warm. i want to do it tomorrow night but i know i will get scolded."
i was 13 when i wrote that if you are thinking about cuttung please pm i can help you.
"other people do i should just try im alredy crazy why not make it worse. i doubt it will help me nothing helps me im lost. i cut my self it was awkward it hurt but it was the best pain i didnt do it that hard on the first on but on the second one i took razor and pushed it hard and slid it accross my skin slowly. it was so good all the red went down my arm it was so warm. i want to do it tomorrow night but i know i will get scolded."
i was 13 when i wrote that if you are thinking about cuttung please pm i can help you.