Ermm, help, i guess.

[nickisadinosaur]

So, uh, im nick, and i sorta have a problem.


Its been years sence ive actully cryed, and like, im not really sure how to explain it. But i dont really ever feel anything, becides like, i dont really kno what it is. I can act happy, or whatever, but i alaways feel kinda upset, or something. And evan when i wan cry, and completely break down, i just cant. Its not alaways so bad, but im never actually been happy. I dont evan think i'd kno if i was, its been so long sence ive felt any different. Its been like...2 years sence ive cut myself. It never really made me feel better, or happy. It just made me feel like i had control, like if i wanted to, i could leave everything in my life behnd.

Im not really sure if any of this means anything, but um, i dont really kno what to say now. Help?

[whereismymind]

I don't know how to explain your feelings to be honest but good you've stopped cutting :) Has anything bad happened to you to make you feel like that?
Feel free to message me if you need to talk

[closed]

It all changes between people.
Some people have really strong emotions, other don't.
Some people can resist their emotions, some don't.
It doesn't mean you are a bad person. You need to find things that you love doing.
Find things that make you feel more alive. Spoil yourself.
Live life!
Good Luck with that, and if you ever need to talk, contact me.

[blah_x]

Not trying to intrude, but did anything trigger this lack of emotion/feeling?
Message me if u want to talk :)

[nickisadinosaur]

I guess, i dont kno, theres been alot of things.

[tombstone]

Sounds like the best thing for you to do is see a doctor about this. I know that other people have trouble feeling emotion. I know i do when im depressed.

[nickisadinosaur]

Thats pretty much what i was thinking, but i'd have to do way to much explaining.

[iamniokekun]

I think you are clinically depressed. The reason? I have no idea. But I am too, and have been for 3 years. I don't think you need a doctor unless you feel suicidal or completely helpless.

Anyway, for me, I've been able to cope with it - its been rough, but its possible. Maybe there is no cause for it at all, depression can also be genetic. Maybe it runs in your family.

My suggestion is to talk to somewhat about it, tell them how you feel (or what you're not feeling in this case) and maybe try to remember the events that happened around the time it started?

[IsabellaJane]

Its great that you haven't cut in 2 years
I always put on a happy face infront of my friends and family and pretend everything is great, but they really have no idea about how much i hate my life
I'm sorry i don't have any advice for you, I hope you feel better soon and you can talk to me anytime

Take care :)x

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

I totally understand what u mean, im the same way. I can flash a smile and act like the most annoying happy person in the world, but I honestly feel nothing but empty saddness. Props on not SHing for 2 years : ) Anyway, I agree with iamniokekun, It sounds like ur clinically depressed. I dont think going to the doctors is needed but maybe it could help? Feel free to contact me if u wanna talk xD

[nickisadinosaur]

Thanks everyone <3