Scared :/

[Fiction]

I know i'm getting to the point where this is getting dangerous. I've lost 11lb since this started 3 months ago. nearly a stone in 3 months... I'm 5ft 4 and i now weigh 97lb. I can tell i'm really skinny... I an feel every one of my ribs and i'm scared i've fucked myself up somehow and that something bad is gonna happen to me soon... I keep nearly falling asleep all the time and i can't concentrate on anything.
I really can't just make myself eat though. there is something making me just want to be lighter and lighter. I'm so confused :/ I want this to go away so much. I'm scared :/

[Love.Hate]

Kathy im here for you, that is verging on dangerously skinny.
I dont know how else to hep except say im here, but i think
you need to talk to someone that has lots of experience in this
sort of thing. *hug* xxx

[tombstone]

go to a doctor woman!

being tired and not able to concentrate could be low blood sugar levels :(

symptoms are;

You suddenly become very hungry
Your skin color becomes more pale than usual
You feel shaky
You feel weak
Your heart rate speeds up
Your mouth feels numb
You suddenly feel very tired or sleepy
You begin to feel dizzy and have to sit down
You start to get a headache
Your thinking becomes confused and you can’t concentrate
You start to sweat for no reason
Your vision becomes blurry

you don't have to experience all of them to have low blood sugar levels, i know you don't like to eat much, try eating some chocolate? :)

[Fiction]

Thanks Fran, I know you are :)

I have about 6 of those symptoms :/ And i have no chocolate :P

[georgiamay]

Kathy, you know I'm always here for you too.

Like the others said, you need to talk to someone. Words on a screen can only do so much for you. I'll try and help in any way I can, but I'm not a professional. Maybe it's time you saw a professional, because you getting really underweight now.

If you don't have chocolate, have a breakfast bar. It's not unhealthy at all, it doesn't have a lot of calories, but it's a lot better than not eating at all.

I'm here for you whenever, you know that :hug3:

[Fiction]

Thanks georgia :) I might eat a bit more in a bit. I have eaten today though so :/

[tombstone]

If you don't have chocolate, have a breakfast bar. It's not unhealthy at all, it doesn't have a lot of calories, but it's a lot better than not eating at all.

Just so you both know, i suggested chocolate because its got lots of sugar in it, so do banana's i believe.

[Fiction]

And cause chocolate is good :P hmm idk if it's that though. I ate quite a bit of sugar yesterday. And i ate a bit of icing earlier... which is like pure sugar xD