Self hatred.

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

Everywhere I look I see a guy flirting with a girl or a girl falling all over this guy and I think " Why cant I be normal?" I know theres nothing wrong with being gay/bi or whatever but I cant help feel alone. Homophobic comments, global discrimination,my own brother calls me a faggot! I cant escape this self hatred. Im sinking deeper into depression and i dont know what to do : /

[Fact]

Everywhere I look I see a guy flirting with a girl or a girl falling all over this guy and I think " Why cant I be normal?" I know theres nothing wrong with being gay/bi or whatever but I cant help feel alone. Homophobic comments, global discrimination,my own brother calls me a faggot! I cant escape this self hatred. Im sinking deeper into depression and i dont know what to do : /

This must be a really tough situation to be in - feeling like an outsider where ever you are.
First of all, you are normal, just so happens that your normal is different to the majority of people's normal. Try not to become depressed over it, although this will be difficult. Being depressed will only make everything else seem even more abnormal to you - the last thing you want. Try to relax more around people and feel comfortable in your environment, maybe this will help you stop thinking about what everyone else is doing?

Hope this helps you.

[Lord_Cosby 13]

The world is an ignorant place,full of hateful, stupid,ignorant, intolerant people. You are totally normal,let nobody else tell you otherwise. There's no reason to become depressed over other people's own intolerance. I always feel alone, but I know I'm not,somehow. There's people all over the world that are dealing with the same thing. So always know,you are never alone.