Not again...

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

I feel so gulity! I thought I was over this and then stupid me, I do it AGAIN! I dont think ill ever beable to beat this. Time after time I keep caving. I know it wont do any good, But I cant help myself. Ill I can think about is cutting and burning. I feel like there isnt even a point in trying anymore. Lately I cant even fake a smile. Im just so tired, the depression is eatting me alive. I dont know what to do anymore. But if I dont get help soon, Im scared I might put myself in a coffin. What should I do??

[Fact]

I feel so gulity! I thought I was over this and then stupid me, I do it AGAIN! I dont think ill ever beable to beat this. Time after time I keep caving. I know it wont do any good, But I cant help myself. Ill I can think about is cutting and burning. I feel like there isnt even a point in trying anymore. Lately I cant even fake a smile. Im just so tired, the depression is eatting me alive. I dont know what to do anymore. But if I dont get help soon, Im scared I might put myself in a coffin. What should I do??

You answered your own question hun, get help.
I understand it's one of the hardest things to do, besides stopping altogether, to admit that you have a problem and that you really need someone to help you. All I can say is this, the sooner you do it and help yourself out of it, the sooner you'll feel better.
Not saying for one minute that it will be an easy thing to do, but stopping self harming and learning how to not be tempted/have urges to do it will probably be very liberating for you.

Good luck with this, I hope that you find the strength to get help soon.

[tombstone]

Is there not a school councillor you can talk to? The best thing to do would be to tell your parents, they will be able to take you to your doctor to get the medical care you need.

Quitting self harm is not easy, i've had relapses loads of times, lots of people on here have. Don't think your stupid because you have as well.

[Mike321]

I know how you feel, I did it again last night too
But admiting you have a problem is a step towards solving it, its not an easy thing to do, its a hard addiction to be beat
But as Symone said, you have answered your own question, you need to get help to beat it
Have you got a councillor or a really close friend who you could talk to about it
Good luck and I hope you can do it
If you ever need a chat, your more than welcome to PM me

[Punk_Kid]

When you feel like cutting then you can try a couple things.

1. Get a rubber band and put it around your wrist and when you feel like cutting, just pull it back, and let it hit your skin. It stings, depending on the rubber band, and I found it to be helpful.

2. Take a piece of ice and squeeze it as hard as you can. Haven't tried this one yet because we don't have ice >.>

[tombstone]

When you feel like cutting then you can try a couple things.

1. Get a rubber band and put it around your wrist and when you feel like cutting, just pull it back, and let it hit your skin. It stings, depending on the rubber band, and I found it to be helpful.

2. Take a piece of ice and squeeze it as hard as you can. Haven't tried this one yet because we don't have ice >.>

the ice thing has worked for me before :)

[griffince]

hi ive got depression too and i deal with it in many different ways i think it comes down to how you were treated in past and future relationships and my mate tried killing himself in front of me he was turning blue

[griffince]

what you need to do is identify the problem over come the problem and think positive think about all the good and great stuff you have done in your life and take it one step at a time and move forward